Moderators...

Please take note to the post "When too much is just too much".

Steps need to be taken ASAP to resolve this bitterness towards me. It was disclosed to me from a member of the pack that this pack hates me because I have been successful in my taper and recovery.

I am on .5 mils a day which I never took but decided today that I needed to. Therefore, out of honesty towards the ones I am trying to help and receive help from, I posted my .5 mil xanax usage today. Since, nothing but pure evil, nasty, bitter jealousy that is NOT good for this board.

When I was a newbie I was outted for a little while. I did my time. I came back with my head held high and continued doing what I am here for. To educate people about benzos and help them get off of them. So far, I have saved two souls.

This crew we are speaking of never even addresses addiction unless it is to bash anothers. Although idle chit chat should be allowed, it should be with a little help thrown in along the way. A few days of their being "handled" would end this because the main pack live here and to have it taken away would be a punishment to say the least. Very doubtful they would return and start up their old tricks out of fear of not being able to chit chat all day. Furthermore, it might enable them to get out of the house for a day or so for some freash air.

They have let me know they fight everyday and despise those of us that dont have to.

I can forward you the e-mail if you'd like.

Thank you for your time as I am sure you have better things to do than to deal with catty immaturity. I certainly do which is why I am FINALLY addressing this with you.

~Mikaela
That IS NOT WHAT WAS SAID YOU LYER>WHAT WAS SAID IS YOU CANNOT UNDERSTAND PAIN PILL ADDICTION JUST AS WE PAIN PILL ADDICTS CAN NOT UNDERSTAND YOUR ADDICTION>THEY ARE 2VERY DIFFERENT TYPES OF DRUGS>YOUR ADVISE ON THE PAIN PILL SIDE CAN BE VERY HARMFUL
I AM THE FIRST TO SAY THE ADVISE YOU GIVE AS FAR AS BENZO ETC IS OFTEN RIGHT & VERY WELL SAID BUT YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT PAIN PILL ADDICTION
WE MAY ALL BE ADDICTS BUT TRUST ME DIFFERENT DRUGS DIFFERENT PROBLEM>
HOW MANY OF US HAVR TRIED TO REACH OUT TO YOU OFF THIS BOARD & YOU KEEP BRING IT ON HERE>
WHY CANT YOU SAY HEY MAYBE I DONT AGREE WITHOUT SAYING ALL THE INSULTS YOU DO????