Just wanted to check on you and see how you are tonight. Did your husband come home? What's going on ? You have been in my thoughts today!
Hello trideltmom, I am sorry I just found your post for me. I was surprised that you replied! Thanks. I am doing so much better. Yes, my husband did come home and we fought. I kinda think that not taking had something to do with my thinking. I really blew up! I told him to leave and not come home. (of course he didn't) However, he awoke the next day and apologized. Well, I am on day five and so far I am doing well. I still want Vic's though. I went and called a script into our DR's office and he phoned it into the pharmacy. I went and picked them up I guess I was testing myself. Well, that was at 1:00 this afternoon and I haven't taken any so far I am doing well. I can feel temptation creeping up on me and saying "oh, just a half will not hurt and you can start clean tomarrow." But I am so scared that if I do I will ruin everything that I have been working hard to accomplish. I know it has only been five days but I want to be rid of all the thought of Vic. How long will it be before I came completely be free from it? The depressive fog that I read about has gone away. YEAH!!! I think I am going to make it till tomarrow. Pray for me as I will all of you. MonkeyBear225
