Mood Swing Or Ax Murderer

BE AWARE OF MOODSWINGS when tapering off of anything, especially Xanax. I totally lost it at a store this morning. No physical voilence (only because I couldn't get to her) but I was as mad as I have ever been over stupid s***. Ignorant, catty people, I never let get to me... use to that. Girls like to mess with other girls, I am use to that and usually smile and ask them not to hate me just because I am beautiful, get to know me long enough and then I might give you a reason hehe. I wasnt able to handle this poking very well and she had no clue what she was in for. Atleast I was able to make her cry, that will suffice. To make a super long story short: I am 33, it is 5am, need cigs, run to store without purse and ID again I am 33 not 23. She says no cigs and I get ruffled but totally understand so I leave, go home, get ID, go back and get cigs. SHE DIDNT CARD ME THE SECOND TIME grrrr. It was such a big deal the first time that I couldnt make my purchase and had to drive all the way back home to get my ID. I come back and the stupid a** doesnt even realize it is me and sells me the cigs OR she knew it was me and was just trying to be cute by making me go all the way home to get ID and then she not ask for it. I asked her why she didnt card me, after all it was sooooo important 10 minutes ago that I drove all the way home to get my ID (at that time I wasnt mad, I understood laws are laws and I needed my ID). It was when I didn't need my ID that pissed me off. She said 'O it is you, you got back fast. I said yes, so fast that I probably didnt age a bit yet you sold me cigs with no ID this time and wouldnt 5 minutes ago, sounds personal to me. I don't like my chain yanked on, especially by the likes of that individual. She felt so stupid she started crying like a lil girl. She wasnt crying though when her and her lil worker friend were laughing after sending me back for ID at 5 am. I am no worse for the wear, however. She is standing behind that counter with no opportunity for success and only the power not to sell cigs to whomever she wants to mess with. And I am in my home, comfy, with my cigs (one addiction at a time, please.) *ding ding*.... I won. :) Getting those cigs were like ripping a lolly pop out of a babies hand. She would have rather died than to allowed the purchase but the poor girl was left with no choice, as I was now locked and loaded with my ever so important ID.

The whole girl hating girl thing is so old. I have never really understood it. Waste of time energy and good vibe, if ya ask me.

Ugly people cant help being ugly and pretty people cant help being pretty. We have NOTHING to do with how we look, other than grooming. So ugly girls, stop hating pretty girls. In fact, stop hating on people for no reason and maybe your looks will improve... ugly is as ugly does.

Pretty girls, I know you already are but be extra nice to the ugly people of the world because just as you lucked up on your looks, others may have lucked out. Besides, it was none of our doing anyway, all god's work so don't be so arrogent in the fact we are pleasing to the eye.

I know alot of you ladies KNOW what I am talking about, especially if you are employed in an office environment, for example. I have put up with this pettty s*** all my life and it gets no better as we age and mature. I am in my 30's and deal with catty 20 30 40 50 yr olds all of the time. It needs to stop.

Ahhhhh, venting with no physical violence or jail time.... I could get use to this!!
K,

wow, hmmmm, i understand your tapering and what that does to how we think, sorry but this just struck me hystericly funny. you need to remember in your posts that you should add. the views expressed here the views and opinions epressed by keala and not necessarily the views and opinions of all woman pretty or ugly. *wink hehehehe just funnen. i think this sounds like it could use an explination from browndog on what forces of the earths pull, causes this sorta behavior in woman. anyhow great reading :D i hope your morning is going well. (where's molly)

terriannne
I dont know where she is but you and I have to stand out here in the elements until she unlocks the place so she needs to set her clock earlier.

Had to motify my first post because the baby hit post and I wasnt done.
LMAO..............
I loved you post and I must say you reminded me as to why I much prefer men to women........
c'mon you guys, you cant be serious? for real? i'm scratching my head on this one? i'm super complexing now, i must be one of the fugly ones i never had this kinda discrimination...well i suppose i should finally face my truth....excuse me while i go look up a plastic surgeon....hehehehe

terrianne
It is a huge SERIOUS problem and it cant just be with me. I aint all that f***ing pretty to be honest with you. I mean I wouldnt kick me out of bed or anything... unless it was to do me on the floor... but far from a beauty queen.

Are yall feeling me ladies? Yall have to deal with this EVERYDAY, practically?

Boo, I live in Florida..... everything is all about the looks so yes it is MUCH worse here than back home but even there it was pretty bad.

YES! Just won my Gucci shades. The day just keeps getting better. To keep from becoming an Ebay addict, I find what I want and then tell hunny and he handles it from there. I dont even want to know what password or me and the Fed-ex man would be very very close. Now i sit her wondering why I would pay over 400 dollars for a pair of shades that will probably end up in the babies toybox, never to be seen again. *sigh* KIDS!
Kaela, Yes, you're absolutely right. Women hate women. Don't know how pretty I am, but am skinny. Part of it I guess, but women, no matter my behavior, can be a pretty tough bunch. Evne my church (ex got it in the divorce) I had a terrible time. There were 4 or 5 who were great, but the majority were rude and catty. I mcuh prefer men!
Kaels..I am 33 too, and I hate to get carded..but then I think hey they think I am under 18, and after 4 kids rock on, hang in there chicky, maybe she got what she deserved..hehe
Amen! Men likes us ugly fat short tall just as long as we are nice girls. I too am very thin (too thin but working on it). Maybe that is the whole issue. Not how pretty you are but how thin. Thanks for your input, never considered that.
Sounds like we have some things in common..I am 5'2 about 120..not too thin, but I think just right!!
I know what kind of women you are talking about, the ones that are not on the team. Team players look out for one another, those kinda women stand a little closer to their men, when another woman is around, especially if shes good looking. Those women dress for other women, giving you the once over when you walk in the room and then rolls her eyes with a little huff. Those women smile at your face and inside wish your hair would fall out.

I just choose to not surround myself with those type. My friends are all cute, some even beautiful. But its whats inside that counts. I can't imagine life without good girl friends. I love men, but a mans not gonna eat ice cream with me at 2 in the morning and cry with me watching Terms of Endearment, or hold my hair if I've had one too many, a mans not gonna tell me how these pants REALLY look on my butt, or if these shoes go with this outfit.

Nope, you need a girl for that kinda stuff.

Some women need to get over themselves....they are missing way too much. And they have to go to the ladies room by themselves.


Redd
I dont need assistance in the ladies room.
Boy Redd you hit the nail on the head..women should be supportive like we are on this board, I mean aren't we all in the same boat?

Do these pants make me look fat? hehe
Kim,

you would think so, but some don't see it that way, which is a shame.

Kaela,

not assistance, but the stuff you can't say at the table, you and your home girl take it to the ladies room and disect it.


Redd
oh well, I say anything, anywhere so maybe thats why I feel no need to go potty.

I was born without the lil voice that stops you right before you speak. If I think it, I say it... unless it would hurt someones feelings. Otherwise, I am an open book. Menstration, penis sizes, sportbikes, orgasms.... I feel comfortable with about any topic.
Aww kaela,
That girl can't help it she wasn't blessed with good looks like you. Think of it this way. She is working at 5 am in a gas station. She probably makes 6 bucks an hour to support her family. You are a beautiful woman that lives in a 350,000 house. Your an attorney that got to go to college. You should go back up there at 5 am. Take her some cookies and say your sorry for making her cry! That would make her night. Poor girl was just doing her job and figured if you came back you must have had a ID that proved your age. I would pick an ugly girl to take my back if I needed it over a pretty girl not wanting to break her nail. Even down here in good old Tampa Florida where most girls think their shi* don't stink! Rae
They sure do think they are something around here dont they Rea. Beats all I have ever seen. I dont even have a boob job or boobs at all for that matter and they uckfa with me constantly. It wasnt so bad in New Port Richey, these Westchase ho's are something else.
Yeah Port Richey has some mean a$$ bit&hes don't we? Even the ugly girls think their sh*t don't stink. So where is your pic's Kaela. I noticed you were the only girl that didn't post one....
Rea, been begging these folks to show me how to post and nooone will

*looks around at everyone all pouty like

Aint missin nothin hunny, sure aint no looker.

I look like I have been chasing parked cars :(

I have a rental house off of Moog Rd, how close are you to there? North or South of Moog?
I am about 10-15 minutes from there!