ive been clean for 5 months except for 1 relapse i bought 1/8 of of weed for 5 about 2 weeks ago i didnt buy anymore im really tempted to go back to my dealer right now it driving me mad ive started smoking tobacco again and drinking i might as well score anyway i hope you lot are doing better than me
Hey Lee, be careful that you don't swap one addiction for another.
can you get yourself to a meeting?
it will help you.
Karen
can you get yourself to a meeting?
it will help you.
Karen
Lee,
I think you need to decide what side of the fence you really want to be on. This wishy washy sh-t is for the birds. It took me years before I was ready physically and emotionally before i could really quit for good. Why put yourself through the torture of pretending to quit if you heart isn't really in it. If your going to smoke , smoke damnit, and have the guts to own it. If not, quit feeling sorry for yourself and quit damnit! It's just mental mastrubation otherwise. This may be coming off a bit harsh. I know when I was where you are at i needed a good swift kick in the pants to get some perspective. Good luck with your decision.
I think you need to decide what side of the fence you really want to be on. This wishy washy sh-t is for the birds. It took me years before I was ready physically and emotionally before i could really quit for good. Why put yourself through the torture of pretending to quit if you heart isn't really in it. If your going to smoke , smoke damnit, and have the guts to own it. If not, quit feeling sorry for yourself and quit damnit! It's just mental mastrubation otherwise. This may be coming off a bit harsh. I know when I was where you are at i needed a good swift kick in the pants to get some perspective. Good luck with your decision.
Lee, 5 months is a long time to go without pot. I haven't been that long without it since i began to smoke. You are doing well, and the fact that you bought some, had it two weeks ago and you still haven't had any since then, I think, is really excellent. I always kid myself and say i'll have some but not have anymore. It never works and I start again. You've gone 5 months without it, had some, enjoyed it but you were smart enough not to buy more. I think you are stronger than you think. Don't buy more, you are doing so well. I'm jealous!
Chrissie
Chrissie
Lee, I appreciate your old posts. I am currently back into picking up a book to read, thanks to your suggestions about reading. Sorry to hear about your relapse but you've done some good work in the past. Glad to see you again.
Lee..... if you want..... i know a way to get the feeling to dissapear!!
Grab a towel a good book or psp?? And go sit in da sun for a bit!! It makes you feel better for sure!!
If u fry 2 a crisp think bout the way that pot is doing that 2 ur insides. it fries ur mind lungs body and soul babe! So just go into da sun and get fried on da outside!!! I find that its working for me today!! So if u want 2 try its at least something better 2 do than get trashed again......... not good baby!!!!
Grab a towel a good book or psp?? And go sit in da sun for a bit!! It makes you feel better for sure!!
If u fry 2 a crisp think bout the way that pot is doing that 2 ur insides. it fries ur mind lungs body and soul babe! So just go into da sun and get fried on da outside!!! I find that its working for me today!! So if u want 2 try its at least something better 2 do than get trashed again......... not good baby!!!!
