Nad&and

Heroin
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you are right I have been staying at my parents whilst they have been on holiday, but only on and off. best laid plans and all that! plus if i know i am going to use then i won't do it there - to disrespectful (i still have some morals!) anyway Right now i just don't know what to do. its weird because i told myself i wouldn't use today and i haven't its already gone 19.00 so i should be sick but i'm not i guess that has somethng to do with the quality of the gear thats been around recently. all in all i suppose that is a good thing as it burns me having to spend all my money and not even get a gouch. i reckon if i do today then tomorrow take some subutex when i am in trouble, by thursday i might even be ok. i'll wait and see. speak to you later. peace
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babe u cud takke a sub right now and u would feel fine so why dont you gd man
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Everyone starts out with one day clean, try not to focas on anything other then getting by one day. Even now 11months no smack, I still won't say i'll never do it again. I say i did not today, hope I won't tommorw. KEEP IT UP, it gets better, I promise!
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i like that it seems to make sense, rather than saying i will never use again it would be easier saying i will not use today or this after noon or this evening or this hour. i think doing it like that would be less daunting.

to the other person who suggested taking a subutex now - well i tried that before and i went into almost instant withdraw so i need to wasit until i feel really sick before i take one. thanks peace
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HI DANY,HOW ARE YOU GETTING ON?STICKING TO IT I HOPE??
I GOT GREAT NEWS TODAY!! I MOVED HERE NEARLY TWO MONTHS AGO AND HAVE BEEN TRYING SINCE GOT HERE TO GET HELP,THE HOLE REASON FOR MOVING FRM THE COUNTRY,ANYWAY THE DOCTR FINALLY TOOK ME ON AND JUST AT THE END OF MY ROAD ROUND THE CORNER IS A DRUG UNIT AND I WAS LUCKY TO GET A QUIK WORD WIF DRUG WRKR.SHE SAID THAT THEY ARE DOING A PROMO AT THE MOMENT,BASICALLY YOU SIGN YOURSELF IN TO THE NUT HOSPITAL AND THEY GIVE YOU A TWO WEEK DETOX,ONLY DOWNFALL IS WHAT DO YOU DO WEN ITS TIME TO LEAVE??SPECIALLY WEN YOUR 5/6YR USE TO WAKE'N UP AND HAVING A CHARGE???I'VE NEVER HAD SUBUTEX OR ANYFIN ELSE BUT DFs SO A DONT KNOW HOW AM GONNA BE??BY READING EVERYONE'S STORIES ON THIS SITE IVE ASSUMED THAT METH IS A NO NO??SO IVE GOT NOFIN TO LOOSE BY GOING HERE AND TRYING IT THERE WAY.ITS GONNA TAKE WEEKS RITE ENOUGH TO GET IN.SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT..I STUPIDLY FOTE WEN YOU ASK FOR HELP YOU GOT IT STRAIGHT AWAY..ANYWAY I CAN WAIT A FEW MORE WEEKS IM JUST SO HAPPY AT THE FOTE OF GETTING HELP TO GET OFF THIS SH*T..HOPE YOUR GETTING HELP AND THATS RITE ENOUGH ONE DAY AT A TIME."YESTARDAYS HISTORY TOMMROWS A MISTARY AND TDAYS NEARLY OVER"THANK F*K....
LETS KNOW HOW YOUR DOIN EGH??KEEP THE FAITH....NAD