I am in a mess. I will tell you the mess and tell me what you think Please. I have a doc and get each month duragesic 75 mcg 10 patchs 60 oxycodone 90 zanax, But i also go to methadone clinc 120 mgs at least 5 times a week it should be 7 . My problem is withdralls if I stop meth clinic for more then 3 days they will cut me off, If i stop my doc I will have no zanex for panic attacts, so I do both and drink 6 brews a night
Roger honestly you need to go inpatient.....It is the only way. You are taking far to much opiates, and the chasing it all down with benzo's and beer.
You know someone must really like you cause you are still here with all the sh*t you are taking......
Now I don't want to hear you can't afford it because it is out there if you want this madness to end....
Now that is the question are you ready for it all to end, I bet your liver is by now.....
It is all up to you now, and I sure has hell hope that you decide to take back your life, would be a dull place without you....
Love,
Tina
You know someone must really like you cause you are still here with all the sh*t you are taking......
Now I don't want to hear you can't afford it because it is out there if you want this madness to end....
Now that is the question are you ready for it all to end, I bet your liver is by now.....
It is all up to you now, and I sure has hell hope that you decide to take back your life, would be a dull place without you....
Love,
Tina
rodger,
i know i am repeating whats already been said, but have you considered rehab? or a detox dr? perhaps being honest with your dr not so much about getting meth and stuff but aboout what he gives you and see if he can help taper you down safely with the right meds. just a thought. i know how hard you have been struggling and i truely feel for you. i hope you can find an answer your looking for.
terrianne
i know i am repeating whats already been said, but have you considered rehab? or a detox dr? perhaps being honest with your dr not so much about getting meth and stuff but aboout what he gives you and see if he can help taper you down safely with the right meds. just a thought. i know how hard you have been struggling and i truely feel for you. i hope you can find an answer your looking for.
terrianne
its a catch 22 people, thanks but still need a answer
That is the answer.
rodger,
i know and that completely sucks! i wish i had a better answer for you, i know rehab is expensive and i also know admitting to the dr is taking a chance of getting cut off. i know there are free rehab help, but then again you gotta come up with the cash to get there as some are out of state. i hear ya. i realise you are not b.s-ing and making excuses. i have read it all too many times. if i had the means to help you. i most certainly would.
terrianne
i know and that completely sucks! i wish i had a better answer for you, i know rehab is expensive and i also know admitting to the dr is taking a chance of getting cut off. i know there are free rehab help, but then again you gotta come up with the cash to get there as some are out of state. i hear ya. i realise you are not b.s-ing and making excuses. i have read it all too many times. if i had the means to help you. i most certainly would.
terrianne
Thank you all But I will keep this way of life no this way of going on for now, the best thing is is my love of Christ Peace OUT Roger
It is strange how life works.....
So you can not like the answers given and thats ok.....But then in time you hand will be forced. Can't imagine it is ok to be in the methadone program, and then be getting opiates from your doctor.
So if your hand is forced this could be so bad, what if you get busted, you think kicking in jail would be a nice pleasant experience. What happens if your liver decides it doesn't like you anymore...what happens when you kidneys decide the same.....and the worst is you could stop right now this minute and the damage already be done, and you life set. But you have no idea what tomorrow will bring the good, the bad.....and the good well you may miss it because you just refuse to open your eyes....
I am sorry this isn't usually like me but I have been here awhile and so have you struggling each time you post. I really believe inside that you see no other way, that this is your life, chained to drugs until you die.....But nothing is ever set like that.....And I believe that you an do anything......
Take care of yourself.....
Love,
Tina
So you can not like the answers given and thats ok.....But then in time you hand will be forced. Can't imagine it is ok to be in the methadone program, and then be getting opiates from your doctor.
So if your hand is forced this could be so bad, what if you get busted, you think kicking in jail would be a nice pleasant experience. What happens if your liver decides it doesn't like you anymore...what happens when you kidneys decide the same.....and the worst is you could stop right now this minute and the damage already be done, and you life set. But you have no idea what tomorrow will bring the good, the bad.....and the good well you may miss it because you just refuse to open your eyes....
I am sorry this isn't usually like me but I have been here awhile and so have you struggling each time you post. I really believe inside that you see no other way, that this is your life, chained to drugs until you die.....But nothing is ever set like that.....And I believe that you an do anything......
Take care of yourself.....
Love,
Tina
What was the question? I have read it and reread it and I still don't see the question.
