hi all this is my 2and post no one replyd to my fist mabey bad spellin
soz for the spelling am dislesck
basicly im 20 got a hose(3bedrooms semi payd for cash no mogeg)
a car in all a good life i have strugeld all y life ( very bad chield hode care and abusd) i run my own small biz so to be big well i hops so lol but my world was turnd up side down ween the man that had help me so much moved to the U.S so i had no one weent wive the rong ppl never relly lived in the rella wolrd then i was ther all alone i tryd to buy my frends i can aford a very good life still ween i work but one fing led to anuver i was spending all day mesing abot (still no drugs) 1 and harf montes ago it all curt up wive me i was in daet big time and not to banks but i cudent find it in my self to work if i put my hart in to it and get all my staff out i can bring in 1500++++ a day after cst thatmin 1000 for me aday my biz is ligel ish its one ove them BUT I DONT RIP PPL OF ONLY BIG BIZ LIEGALY LIKE THAY DO TO US i carnt go to banks as i have ript them off i i lent off lone shags in 5 months 15000 wive ther intrest now its 28000 a lot but if i work hard no problem i had a brack in oe nite and i need to stay a wake so my frend gave me a bit ov speed i was on a hige all day li got all my staff out and i workt as well i made 2000 that day for my self so i did it every day untill one week befor xmas i had a brakdown cind of it was the spedd that did it am betere now stop takeing it over xmas but i need to keep erning big money till end ov jan then i will be date free but if i miss one payment thay seed thay will take my hose and car and biz i dont wont to get addiced but the only way to pay them wote thay wont and all my numal bills it to take it so ther my die lemer if i dont take it i lose every fink if i do i cud lose every fink can some one tell me wich is the beter ov thhe to evels ur yousst give me some adviser plzzzzzzzzzzz IF IT SONDES GOOD I WILL TAKE THE ADDVISE AM NOT PASSING THE BOOK YOUST HAVE NO WHERE ELSE TO TURN
many thanks
daz
That is part of the evil mess meth puts us in . Ya it always starts out great with all the energy and things we can accomplish while using it . That is where the problem always starts . unless we keep using , how do we get was has to be done , done??? You know the answer , you are just afraid to do it . you have to stop using . If you dont you will only dig a deeper hole . Eat as balanced a diet as possible , take some multivitamins , drink LOTS of water , it is difficult the first few days , but after that it is mind over matter , it Does get better , I dont know if this helps any , but I hope so
