Hi every body my story is long like every body elses but up the ut to date bit is i am on 45ml meth a day and are with parner who as been addict for 16yrs we been together 6yrs and i have been an addict for 4yrs last month he went in hospital for 4 weeek and he stayed clean but i was on the out side with all the tempation but i stayed clean as well then as soon as he come out he used again and i said no for 2 days theni gave in and are back using doing alot of good things are happening in my life at moment but the one thing the over powers it all is addiction to i need to stay away from him to get clean but i love him and know with out me he would f*** up and i am not strong enough to walk away thing is he as done about 15 or more bare back rattles with out any thing know he got meths alot more to this story and would love some body to talk to to help me luv me i am bad at spellings are going to bed but look foward to having some body to talk to
Hey reason, lots of folks here who have been where you are now. Just want to say that sometimes in order to have real recovery we have to do what's best for us, not what's best for someone else. You can't be responsible for him and his outcomes, those are on him. You can only really take care of yourself in the long run...
Peace~MomNMore
Peace~MomNMore
hi there
i am in the same position except i have been an addict for 11 years and my partner 4 and we are on 110mls daily and still use to i know its rediculous as we have enough meth to support 4 people but i found that you need to sort yourself and fix your head before working on anyone else and you might be ready to turn the corner but he might not and you know more than anybody you cant do it for him he has to be ready to do it himself
if you need to talk my email is
moc247@googlemail.com
write anytime i mean that
good luck, be strong and think of you as no one else will
i am in the same position except i have been an addict for 11 years and my partner 4 and we are on 110mls daily and still use to i know its rediculous as we have enough meth to support 4 people but i found that you need to sort yourself and fix your head before working on anyone else and you might be ready to turn the corner but he might not and you know more than anybody you cant do it for him he has to be ready to do it himself
if you need to talk my email is
moc247@googlemail.com
write anytime i mean that
good luck, be strong and think of you as no one else will
thank you moc 247 and every body else who replyed i have sent you an email but not that good with new laptop so hope you got it ok thank you for your replys i am living with mum and partner living in his house but if was to get clean would not be able to do it with all the worry i would have over him i want it so much so if i want it that much then why cant i be strong enough to do it got good live cause live with mum have nice clothes but not got any friends how know the truth whish is what i need my mum knows some of the past but thinks im claen know so can not talk to her luv
