Yup
I called my sub dr like i do every other day. Im too happy now and doing well. SO i must still be on the sub
Basicaly i have to take the bus back into NYC next friday to take a final piss test. I was angry about it but now excited. I can throw the cup in his face when it is cleaner than Mr Clean himself lol
Seriosuly why are drs soo rude to us..
Red
prove him wrong and know thatDrs are human, and Im sure get discouraged...start labeling their patients, feeling its hopeless.
they need wake up calls like your to prove
People can change for the better.
Hugs,
Ali
prove him wrong and know thatDrs are human, and Im sure get discouraged...start labeling their patients, feeling its hopeless.
they need wake up calls like your to prove
People can change for the better.
Hugs,
Ali
Yea i kind of vomited on him on the phone. I said I am not your typical patient DR. I followed every rule, dotted every I and crossed all my Ts. So talk is cheap, Ill piss for him next friday no problem DR
Hey,reddog
Why would youre doctor thinks this? B/C your doing so good? Is he prescribeing you other med.? If not i would tell him i didnt need him any longer....I would even waste my time.You know you are doing good and it will tick you off to have someone say different.After all you have been through and have your doctor of all people to say your still useing.....Maybe he thought you would need it longer.Your doing great i wouldnt stress it ..take care,,,crystal
Why would youre doctor thinks this? B/C your doing so good? Is he prescribeing you other med.? If not i would tell him i didnt need him any longer....I would even waste my time.You know you are doing good and it will tick you off to have someone say different.After all you have been through and have your doctor of all people to say your still useing.....Maybe he thought you would need it longer.Your doing great i wouldnt stress it ..take care,,,crystal
Red,
Did he actually accuse you?
If so, thats just wrong.
Good for you Red, hows the tree looking?
Redd
I was upbeat and happy on the phone. He said so are you still on the sub. I swear he never listens to me. I said NO. I havent had any sub in 25 days! So he said ok wel;l we can close your file come in for a drug tets next friday. The only thing i take is 50mgs serequal for sleep. Thats it!
He said im feeling too good for 25 days clean. Hes weird. Im gonna say it
Every time i see him the Dr looks stoned. I swear guys. I really think he abuses the bupromorphine. He always slurs his words. Overall just a weird guy
Ill be happy to turn the page and not talk to Dr Quack anymore
Every time i see him the Dr looks stoned. I swear guys. I really think he abuses the bupromorphine. He always slurs his words. Overall just a weird guy
Ill be happy to turn the page and not talk to Dr Quack anymore
The tree looks great Redd
Like your screen name
Like your screen name
Good for you Red. What mg did you jump off from sub? I'm sorry if you already posted it, but I'm not around as much. Was your withdrawal bad from sub? I'm just curious because mine was minimal which does not seem to be the norm.
I'm so glad you're doing well.
Redd
P.S. I like your screen name as well:)
I'm so glad you're doing well.
Redd
P.S. I like your screen name as well:)
Dear reddog the hell with what HE thinks you know what you have or have not done.I am very proud of how well you are doing.I know Im not on here alot posting lately but I do try to follow people on here & you have done pretty darn good so feel that pride when your test comes back clean......mj
Atta girl Molly.
xx
Redd
Thanks MJ. I havent heard from you in ages. I jumped from 1mg. I dont like to talk about sub. I had a hard time. With sleep feeling sick etc for over 11 days
Yikes dont want to think about sub
Yikes dont want to think about sub
Hey Redd how are you & the family?......Reddog Im sorry but I like hearing what you have to say about it.See Im on such a high dose of it.Im starting to think after the hoilidays of maybe seeing if I can decrease some & still be ok.
I know you had a hard time but honest you do have much to be proud of....mj
I know you had a hard time but honest you do have much to be proud of....mj
Well MJ. Sub is extremely strong. This may sound odd but listen in
1. with sub "less is More" trust me on that one. You can cut from 16mgs of sub to 4 in a very little time. Its the last bit that sucks to get off of. Plus the long median half life of 38 hours q is a bad thing too. It takes 7 half lives to get out of the body. Thats for a person with a fast metabolism. SO for some it can take 11 or more days to be gone. I didnt like it. I was sick too long after and the insomnia forget about it!
1. with sub "less is More" trust me on that one. You can cut from 16mgs of sub to 4 in a very little time. Its the last bit that sucks to get off of. Plus the long median half life of 38 hours q is a bad thing too. It takes 7 half lives to get out of the body. Thats for a person with a fast metabolism. SO for some it can take 11 or more days to be gone. I didnt like it. I was sick too long after and the insomnia forget about it!
But look where you are now Red, think about that. Putting up a tree and all....I love the holidays.
Hey Molly,
Its good here tonight, Chance is having a sleep over tonight. So its movies and pizza here. Its bitter cold here too, I might take him and his friend to look at Christmas lights in a bit, we have a really ritzy neighborhood a few milesa from us and they always try to out do their neighbors with lights. I swear some of them must have generators on location because its that much. How are you tonight?
Redd
See im afraid to walk around and look at lights, I broke my ankle 2 years ago walking at night. We had a foot of snow so its icy as heck out@
So true Red, I jumped off from 1/4mg, it was literally dust at the end.
Redd
Ouch Red.
No walking here....warm toasty car.
Redd
Yea i had the 2mg cut in half and shaved the other half down so it was just under a gram
I hate the crap
I hate the crap
Ya know Redd Im glad you asked...I am doing very well tonite.Mikey & me did some shopping & had lunch.It was a nice day.I guess if Chance is having a sleep over hes feeling better right?Good,I hate to think of any kid feeling crappy ya know?
Red I am on the Sub not only for addiction purposes but also for pain control.
It odd ever since Ive gotten leveled out with the AntiDees,my head is so much clearer & Ive been thinking of ways to go further in my recovery.I mean yes great Ive been off my DOC for almost a year,Im following my Dr lead on the Sub,but whats next?I think I need to do some much needed over due soul searching & try to figure what & why I started with the pills 20 years ago.
Im glad to hear that lowering at higher levels is easier.For me I want to try & find a lower level of pain conrol you know what Im mean or am I just babbling????mj
Just wanted to add to Redd Anne & me did that last nite.I dont know how these people can afford thier bills,my goodness some places around here look like Santa THREW UP>>>>>lol..sorry
Red I am on the Sub not only for addiction purposes but also for pain control.
It odd ever since Ive gotten leveled out with the AntiDees,my head is so much clearer & Ive been thinking of ways to go further in my recovery.I mean yes great Ive been off my DOC for almost a year,Im following my Dr lead on the Sub,but whats next?I think I need to do some much needed over due soul searching & try to figure what & why I started with the pills 20 years ago.
Im glad to hear that lowering at higher levels is easier.For me I want to try & find a lower level of pain conrol you know what Im mean or am I just babbling????mj
Just wanted to add to Redd Anne & me did that last nite.I dont know how these people can afford thier bills,my goodness some places around here look like Santa THREW UP>>>>>lol..sorry
