i feel the same totally fed up and angry i havent relapsed about 2 and 1/2 months clean im on the last of nicotine patchs god help me when they stop im dying for a smoke and a drink i just dont know if i can keep fighting this im very drained emotionally i know i should be happy ivbe stopped drinking, smoking cigs and weed for so long but im not its driving me mad
Hey don't give up! You seem to be taking on a lot of additions all at once and should be very proud of your efforts. Just try to be king to yourself. It's like a rollercoaster at first trying to sort through the miriad of physical and emotional feelings going on inside. This is a healing PROCESS and takes so much patience that I'm not sure I have. A relative told me today after I told her of my near 3 months of sobriety that I may NEVER get better. You know you can always count on family to knock you down a few pegs after trying to achieve something. Perhaps thats my problem, trying too hard to achieve sobriety insted of just being who I am. See we all have our struggles! I'm just going to try to love myself every day by being in control of my life insted of being controled by it. Be kind
Love and light
pearly
Love and light
pearly
Congratulations to you Lee, I have given up all drugs, alcohol, but cant seem to give up the cigs. One addiction at a time for me I guess...keep up the great work..you are an inspiration to me..
take care
gina :)
take care
gina :)
