No One Is Writng To Me Today

Hey guys

Im home im wding not too bad, but no one is writing to me that much. Im off the sub for 50 plus hours, im doing ok, I am going to get through this nooo doubt.

Bless you all

Red
red,

you sound a lot more at ease, how is it going? is it not as bad as you had your mind set for? i think i saw your sneezing post, that is very normal part of withdrawal.

terrianne
Hey people!Are you saying that you still have wds after stopping the sub isn't that why you take that?I went to a detox and god clean and when i got I out I still felt sick so I got my hands on sub so do you think I prolonged the inevitable?
reddog, how are things going today?

I've been removing curtain fixtures, sorry, but I got busy.

I hope that today is better than yesterday, but not as good as tomorrow.
Hey Reddog,

How are you feeling? sounds like the jump off wasnt too bad. Glad to hear it.

Regards,
Tom
Reddog - Im happy for you. Stay focused on the goal. Interesting to see how withdrawal from sub goes - there seems to be so many conflicting stories about it. Seems to me that it works for those that really follow the schedule and dont get too use to it. There are many success stories - hope you are another.
Hey Red:

I've always been a big fan of yours - I can read in your words that you really want this - I do u'stand that as I'm sure many do. Now you are completely clean and after reading yesterday's post, you sound really great.
I hope for you every day will be better and better. I have probably 9 out of 10 good days after W/d's were over but if one or 2 of those days creep up on you, just know that it will get better. Can't remember who says it on the board but so true "This too, shall pass" I find myself saying that to myself.
Anyway, I relapsed and was not even in pain. I wanted to be strong and keep 10 Lortabs in the medicine cabinet where they belong, not hidden all over the house and in purse. Sure they are still some here but I don't look for them and the only difference this time is the board so it does help so much. About 2 weeks after I stopped, I guess it was depressiion, had that end of the world feeling and took 8 pills in 3 days. Felt so guilty and they didn't help at all, just made me feel worse. I thought I should have to go through W/D's again but glad I didn't now.
Gave the other 2 to my husband.

Just keep it up.
I, as I'm sure this whole board is pulling for you.

Jean
Yes its true. You ghot to be off the sub in a month. Oterwise you can totally get hooked on it for a long time. I am seeing a dr in NYC. He is very popular and have a lot of patinets, His goal is 10 days to 3 months. The wds arent too bad. But the worse is yet to come for me. Im sure i can handle it with the hekp of you all. You have menat soo much to me in my recovery. I even talk to a person on the phone. He is awesome . You all are

Love
Red
Jean, your a fan! That makes me feel cool. It really does. Im doing ok guys. I feel just ok. Lets hope it dosnt get much worse. My stomach rumbles for hours now, i sneeze a lot. I have energy no depression from the AD. It works great. So lets do this guys

Love
REd
red,

thats awesome, i am glad it is working out for you :) just hang in there, you know we are here for you.

terrianne
Hello,Reddog
You sound like you are feeling ok again today.I just got on the board.I think its kinda slow some morning here sometimes .Well,i say morning because its morning here.Well,nows its evening here.But,when you posted this it was morning here.lol.Anyways you have alot of suport here and everyone is pulling for you.You are in my thoughts and prayers ,crystal
hey reddog
glad to hear youre doing well--- youre going to be fine!!
Red-The sooner you get off the better.Congratulations.Your w/d's should be a breeze.Dont psych yourself into things happening that may not.One of the worst parts about w/d's,cold turkey or sub is how our minds can create symptoms much worse than really take place.
Your mind is a powerful tool.You tell yourself this is not going to be bad.I can do this because I am a strong minded individual.It will make a big difference.If you focus too much on each one symptom,it really intensifys it.
I say you may have only one mildy bad day.
Red..I'm day 21 and I feel pretty damned good! Hang in there and you will feel the peace that comes with FREEDOM from drugs.God bless you..Sharonn