Ok..here I Goooooo!!!

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Hi everyone..thank u for such a great welcome..and for the advice. Well I started the sub..the dr gave me 8mg in the office..I felt better within 20 minutes..and to tell u the truth it was like i took 2 or 3 vicodin. Im feeling really sick to my stomach though and droopy eyes. He also gave me ambien to help me sleep incase i have trouble. My husband went with me. Actually our divorce will be final Dec 19th...but he is my rock. I have hurt him terribly and its killing me more and more.Not to mention my kids..I keep thinking about all the money i have spent..money that could have been spent on them..money that should have paid my bills.. I dont know what to say to him to help him believe in me..Im hoping time and counseling will help. He has been so supportive...The dr said if i felt any withdrawl symptoms to take another 4mg..Im hoping i dont need it. The worse thing about the pills is the way they taste...yuck!! but its sooooo worth it..lol!!!
Well im sure ill be on here more and more..its so nice to find people who can relate to what im going through.

Take care
Leslie
ps..where can i get the christmas avators???
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Hi Leslie,yeah,i had the same reaction the first time i had the sub too,felt somewhat like i had taken the hydros.But the next time i had a dose i just felt normal.I would really try and keep your dose down as small as possible.That'll make it easier for you to eventually wean off of them.You've taken the first steps to get your life back.I can so relate to you,the money,the family,all the things these damn pills seem to take away from us.Sounds like youve got a really decent man there.Let the past stay in the past,work on making YOU better,and good things will follow,guaranteed! Nice to see you back and posting,stick around.Take care~KIM

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Dont play with the ambien. Trust me
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reddog..uh oh..what do u mean?? Are they bad? addictive? he only gave me 4 pills...?????
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Ambien is addictive so be careful..4 pills shouldn't be a problem though, just don't take it unless you absolutely can't sleep.

I've heard that the sub makes you pretty sleepy, so you shouldn't need it.

Welcome to the board.