Not ANOTHER low speed chase...
LMAO !!!!!!
YELLOW DANNY
YELLOW DANNY
Hey Marina- He better pedal pretty fast! (or back pedal is more like it)
How are you today ?
I just took some Sudafed I hope it helps my head !
I just took some Sudafed I hope it helps my head !
Marina, I'm doing OK..it snowed here last night and am trying to get up the courage to go out and shovel. I took the Christmas stuff down yerstarday...even though there is 7 inches (at least) of snow on the ground, going to take a bike ride later...
where do you live ?
The great toddling town of Chicago!
Well don't take this the wrong way, but
I AM SO GLAD I LIVE IN FLA.
I AM SO GLAD I LIVE IN FLA.
Danny,
I cant believe you are going to bike ride in the snow!!!!
Anna
I cant believe you are going to bike ride in the snow!!!!
Anna
Anna, where HAVE you been? Ya, I'm going to. I have to. It's in my blood.
Marina, I used to live in Florida. I kind of wish I still did....
Marina, I used to live in Florida. I kind of wish I still did....
Danny,
Im still dealing with all this crap that happened on Christmas Eve. I cant get it out of my head. Im trying hard to forget but I cant. He has made it clear that marriange is out of the question. Im just so heart broken. Im stressed out over what to do next. He acts like nothing is wrong. Of course we dont talk about it because I am scared he will blow up. I just feel so helpless and out of control. I have not felt this way in a long time. I cant stand to look at him sometimes. I cant bring myself to have sex with him. I dont even want him to touch me. I feel guilty about that. I know I shouldnt, but I do. I just wish this had never happened. The other day our 1 year old son threw his sippy cup down and it hit Mike in the foot. Mike called him a little F*****!!!!! I was so offended. I wanted to cry and take us all away. I am just so confused and sad. I dont know Danny, things could always be worse. I have started taking my Xanex again and its not even helping. I failed that challenge too.
Anna
Im still dealing with all this crap that happened on Christmas Eve. I cant get it out of my head. Im trying hard to forget but I cant. He has made it clear that marriange is out of the question. Im just so heart broken. Im stressed out over what to do next. He acts like nothing is wrong. Of course we dont talk about it because I am scared he will blow up. I just feel so helpless and out of control. I have not felt this way in a long time. I cant stand to look at him sometimes. I cant bring myself to have sex with him. I dont even want him to touch me. I feel guilty about that. I know I shouldnt, but I do. I just wish this had never happened. The other day our 1 year old son threw his sippy cup down and it hit Mike in the foot. Mike called him a little F*****!!!!! I was so offended. I wanted to cry and take us all away. I am just so confused and sad. I dont know Danny, things could always be worse. I have started taking my Xanex again and its not even helping. I failed that challenge too.
Anna
Anna, you know I am anti-Xanax, but right now it seems as though you really need it. I don't blame you one bit. Your situation is like mine I guess. Just watch out for the kids and protect them. That is what is important. You are a good, loving Mom to them and the relationship thing will work itself out. But if he hits you again, call 911.
Thanks Danny,
Your right and That is what I wanted to hear. How are you feeling?
Anna
Your right and That is what I wanted to hear. How are you feeling?
Anna
At this very moment, not so good. I went out and shoveld and I probably should not have. It's more than 7 inches. More like 10. I am so tired. But I'm still riding later on. The streets are starting to get cleared. I don't know why I bike ride so much. It just feels so good though. Those endorphs kick in and it's like AWAY WE GO! That is the only time I feel good. That and being with my kids.
I just joined a gym. I used to jog 3 miles a day but I goy out of the habit and gained some weight back. I think joining a gym and making new friends will be helpful to me. My daughter can swim there and they have a child care area for My son. I cant wait to start. I have sprained my ankle so I have to wait for that to feel better. I stepped on one of my sons toys and fell wierd on my ankle. No Biggee. I hope you feel better Danny. Thanks for caring about me.
Anna
Anna
Anna- You KNOW I will always care about you.
I just wanted to jump in and ask you both if I can do anything for either of you.Monster you know my feelings on you and wish I could fly a magic carpet in to fly you & your son away.Danny I sometimes wonder why the heck we people take drugs when we have that natural feel good stuff inside of us.I still think your alittle out there for your bike riding in the winter but well.....but...mj
MJ- A mans gotta do what a mans gotta do..hehe
