I have been known to have some wild dreams and nightmares.....a few times I have had(seriously) out of body dreams where I feel myself pulled out and up to the ceiling...I always thought I was dying and when I wake up my body is so still and shallow breathing..I haven't upped my pills and I sure hope I don't have a heart problem....seriously...this is freaking me out. I start floating up to the ceiling and then get pulled down and down (in a violent way) I felt like it was bad energy and all I could think was "great..I am going to hell"..so this is all very unpleasant. I am in a hospital and people are telling me that my mother is alive...she came back from the other side. I can see her in the distance..but I am very skeptical. As she approaches I call out "Mom...is that you?' She gets closer and her face starts morphing into the most demonic face...she curses at me and I just instinctually know that this is a sham...but some evil force...I fight it in my mind and know that I am dreaming...I cannot wake up. I get sucked further down and it hurts...I am in a room like an old fashioned office...I look around and see a rosary. Trying to redeem myself I start praying and decaring that I believe in God and nothing can hurt me. Now you can laugh...but I was so terrified I just wanted to wake up. A typewriter starts to print out these 2 phrases....".The Irish Shuttle"...and "Gaunt Canal"...WTH? I wake up...shaking and went to the kitchen for some juice. I write this down on my grocery list. I looked both up on the computer and it makes no sense to me. Maybe it is just dream jibberish. Some of the searches indicated disasters related to those words but I don't think it means anything. My mom was Irish....OK...I am certifiable. I swear no weed smoking last night. All I know is I don't know what causes that sucked out of your body feeling and I don't like it. I believe we do leave our bodied during sleep and travel astrally but that's another can of worms. Am I cracking up?But I did have dreams before 9/11 where I would hear millions of crying, screaming people...2 days before. I couldn't sleep. I wish I were psychic..I would pick out the mega millions #LOL...any input? Thanks, Sharonn
Sharon,
I've had that out of body dream dozens of times -- but never while I was using heavily. Maybe it's a sign that your body is finally tossing the drugs. Dr. M is always interested in my dreams, but he's a Freudian and can't help himself, LOL. Dreams mean something; unfortunately it's never the obvious meaning but often something much worse (or better).
If you dream any winning lottery numbers, please let me know!
Love,
Gina
I've had that out of body dream dozens of times -- but never while I was using heavily. Maybe it's a sign that your body is finally tossing the drugs. Dr. M is always interested in my dreams, but he's a Freudian and can't help himself, LOL. Dreams mean something; unfortunately it's never the obvious meaning but often something much worse (or better).
If you dream any winning lottery numbers, please let me know!
Love,
Gina
This was one of those nightmares Gina where I woke up shaking...I know a legitimate police psychic whose opinion is that drugs lower our resistance to negative energies and weaken our protective auras. I find it fascinating. I was such a skeptic until I accidentally saw am old acquaintance on John Edward and evidently her husband died...he picked her from the audience and got his name and cause of death...I was floored. I eventualy went to the restaurant where she had worked...she was still there and my daughter was with me. She was so influenced by that experience that she became a Reiki Master and now runs a business which is predominantly "Healing"...very vague I know....but the few experiences I did hve after mymom's death convinced me there was something to it all.I personally believe our time in the physical world is but aclassroom of sorts..to learn and develop our souls. Now I'm gonn get bannedLOL...Sharonn
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That's what I believe, too. Why would you get banned?
I was being sarcastic...how unusual. I guess it is way off topic but I am very curious about past lives, etc. have you ever read the books by Brian Weiss..."Many Lives, Many Masters"..it is anout a psychotherapist who mistakenly discovers past lives of a patient during hypnosis...sort of like the Breidi Murphy story. I could not put the book down. S
I forgot, when I posted on Kerry's hypnosis thread, that I had actually been sort of hypnotized once when I had a soul regression done. I'm still trying to process that incident. (You know me, cold-hearted scientist at base, but not a skeptic.)
I was fascinated with Bridie Murphy when I was a teenager. I still believe in many psychic phenomena, but for the moment, I'm having a hard enough time living this life without exploring past ones, LOL.
One thing I know. My sons and I have been together forever. I knew it from the first moment I laid eyes on them.
Gina
xoxo
I was fascinated with Bridie Murphy when I was a teenager. I still believe in many psychic phenomena, but for the moment, I'm having a hard enough time living this life without exploring past ones, LOL.
One thing I know. My sons and I have been together forever. I knew it from the first moment I laid eyes on them.
Gina
xoxo
It is common to reincarnate with the same soul groups.....the ones you are to learn lessons with. For years I had a recurring dream riddled with the worst kind of guilt...I was digging a hole(grave?) and I was part of something very bad...like a murder. I was involved in hiding a body...I feel it when I wake up. I was a man....I don't know why else I would feel this. My daughter was 4 years old and told me she had been at this playground before(she hadn't) and fell off the monkeybars.....she said she died. It startled me and I was upset yet curious. She was so matter-of-fact about it. I read a book about children's past lives where the data has been investigated and proven true. One kid said he was a farmer and his house burnt down. He was 3. His mother went to the library, and in the 1800's there was a man who lived in the house the boy pointed out...he was killed in the fire and his home was rebuilt. Amazing. I wish I had researched my kid's claim. They do have vivid imaginations so it is hard to distinguish what is legit.....I think I will pick up that book again. S
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I'm convinced Allan and I were convict and prison guard in a past life, but we can't agree which was which, LOL.
When he was younger, Pippin said next time he's coming back as an ocelot and he hopes I own him. LOL, I didn't tell him about my deplorable, secret, guilty and unexpressed passion for fur coats. (Before any PETA people get on my case, the only animal skin coats I own are from species whose meat I eat.)
Not sure if this is relative or not but when I was taking opiates and xans I would have a recurring dream of seeing the room I was in but I was paralyzed. I could move my eyes but nothing else. I would struggle in my sleep to move but couldn't. Hubby said I would shake as if I were getting ready to have a seizure or something. I told a shrink about it once and she said it was a symptom of PTSD but I have my doubts. I have talked to other people that have had the same dream which I think is really wierd.
Edit to add; I haven't had the dream since I got clean.
Edit to add; I haven't had the dream since I got clean.
Man, those are some good drugs Sharon....(or bad as the case may be). I dreamt all kinds of wierd and scary dreams, wide awake nightmares is what I called them, when I was using. Have not had one since I quit.
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Total wisecrack brewing on that statement...
Anyway, Sharonn, even though the dream was disturbing, I think you are reading more into it that there really is. I now write down all my dreams whenever I wake up for one. And after you reflect back on them, they seem pretty bizzare. I can easily see where I get some of them though as you see a pattern emerge. You mind retains little tidbits of information and discards tidbits..for what reason, I have no idea..almost randomly, but I doubt it..also, if you fall asleep with the TV on, except whatever is on the influence you also..but really, it takes the random pieces, mixes them up and combines little portions of them to formulate some dream sequence..that is why dreams are so bizzare, because a lot of totally unrelated things are mixed together, fueled by some kind of interal conflict/desire..
However, my dreams were certainly different when I was on pain meds.
Morning everyone! I just have a few seconds and I have to get my butt out the door but wanted to say hello! so "HI"
I never dreamt while on narcotics! I mean never!
I also firmly believe that we are here on a journey that we actually sat with god and "wrote" our life. Everything that happens to you is suppose to happen. Now true some get off our path but you will usually NOT have deja vu for a very long time when that happens. Deja vu is a checkpoint in your life that you doing what you indeed did write. Ok I know that sounds "out there" read Sylvia Brown. She has a really close connection with God and is physic, I most closely relate to her descriptions.
Sharon, look her up on line and/pick up one of her books it will give you something to think about. My daughter is very "physic" as was her grandmother and completely believes in Sylvia and has gotten me to read some. Very interesting.
She has a whole book on dreams and what they mean. Speaking of this...a few days ago Kearra told me in the morning after a fitful sleep. That there were "people standing all around our bed last night, and they had hoods on"...she said "I wasn't sleeping mee mee I was wide awake my eyes were open". I asked her is she was frightened, she said a little...but she didn't know what they wanted...she wondered if they were robbers and then she said she just went back to sleep!
All children they say are hypersensitive to the unknown. I do believe this.
Sharon, I am scared reading about your dream, that was one scary dream, I wonder what it means?.
Have a good day everyone!!!
I never dreamt while on narcotics! I mean never!
I also firmly believe that we are here on a journey that we actually sat with god and "wrote" our life. Everything that happens to you is suppose to happen. Now true some get off our path but you will usually NOT have deja vu for a very long time when that happens. Deja vu is a checkpoint in your life that you doing what you indeed did write. Ok I know that sounds "out there" read Sylvia Brown. She has a really close connection with God and is physic, I most closely relate to her descriptions.
Sharon, look her up on line and/pick up one of her books it will give you something to think about. My daughter is very "physic" as was her grandmother and completely believes in Sylvia and has gotten me to read some. Very interesting.
She has a whole book on dreams and what they mean. Speaking of this...a few days ago Kearra told me in the morning after a fitful sleep. That there were "people standing all around our bed last night, and they had hoods on"...she said "I wasn't sleeping mee mee I was wide awake my eyes were open". I asked her is she was frightened, she said a little...but she didn't know what they wanted...she wondered if they were robbers and then she said she just went back to sleep!
All children they say are hypersensitive to the unknown. I do believe this.
Sharon, I am scared reading about your dream, that was one scary dream, I wonder what it means?.
Have a good day everyone!!!
Kee Kee...the people with the hoods? I have heard of that from a few people.My mom said once that back in the 80's they were all around her bed and it scared her. she screamed for them to get out...they were chanting and lifting the blanket up and down(my mom was not the type to believe much of this stuff)She was certain they wanted her and told them it was not her time. I remember how unhappy she was then. It never happened again and it upset her so....she refused to talk about it. Lisa...for the record..I had similar dreams and some out of body experiences w/o any drugs in me..years ago when I first moved up north. I would have the levitation a lot. keeKee....I have read all Sylvia's books..and John;s and James Van Pragh.Love, S
Crap! I hope its me they want...because if they have come for her...they will have one hell of a fight on their hands...spooky...I got the heebie jeebies. She is really very in tune with that sort of stuff. For years she had 2 imaginary playmates..Lilly and Emma. They were with her daily for years up until we moved here actually. I asked her where they are and she told me that Lilly stayed in Canada and that Emma turned into a whale and she is out there swimming in the Ocean.
Out of the mouths of babes! I have always been a very practical down to earth thinker, my daughter has had questions since she was able to speak. She and her brother were in the basement of our old house and my daughter was messing with the Ouji Board. My son ran upstairs as white a ghost literally and said he saw with his own eyes that board levitate 4' off the ground. He had a few choice words for his sister and never let her do that again in his presence. He is really a god fearing kid...you know cross tattoos and that sort of thing. I listened to my daughter and her theories all of her life. She recently sent me a few of her Sylvia Brown books. They are interesting to say the least. If you get a chance to read one, its definitely not a waste of time!
Ok I am getting creeped out now so I think I will get back to work!
Out of the mouths of babes! I have always been a very practical down to earth thinker, my daughter has had questions since she was able to speak. She and her brother were in the basement of our old house and my daughter was messing with the Ouji Board. My son ran upstairs as white a ghost literally and said he saw with his own eyes that board levitate 4' off the ground. He had a few choice words for his sister and never let her do that again in his presence. He is really a god fearing kid...you know cross tattoos and that sort of thing. I listened to my daughter and her theories all of her life. She recently sent me a few of her Sylvia Brown books. They are interesting to say the least. If you get a chance to read one, its definitely not a waste of time!
Ok I am getting creeped out now so I think I will get back to work!
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there your are.......keep praying and believing
your answer is so beautifully laid out for you................
i think the evil represents the battle for recovery .....
the prayer and believing represents your HEART..........
because God is in your heart...........
that brings joy to Gods heart when you believe and pray.......
love love love ya sharon.........
thank your for sharing .....
God Bless you............
thumper
That was very insightful...thank you. I do believe we are all divinely protected....I try to surround myself with white Light before sleep.......have a good night dear friend....love, S
i just now read the entire thread...........
whoa...very interesting.............
i to have had some weird dreams of little people standing next to my bed and i could not wake up or move..........
i think dreams are very interesting.............
danny thtas a great idea to write your dreams down.............
thumper.
whoa...very interesting.............
i to have had some weird dreams of little people standing next to my bed and i could not wake up or move..........
i think dreams are very interesting.............
danny thtas a great idea to write your dreams down.............
thumper.
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Go on, Danny. Fire away! LOL
Sharon, YGM.
Hey there Thumper. What was for breakfast this morning?
Did everyone else have weird dreams last night? I know I did, but attribute it largely to prawns in black bean sauce with a touch too much hot pepper.
Love,
Gina
No bad dreams...I wore an amulet to bed after dousing my bedroom with sage and prayer(joke)...I thought positive thoughts and slept like a baby. Tony has been sleeping on the recliner since his rotator cuff surgery...I LOVE having the bed to myself but must admit get a bit lonely. Booty(cat) is always sleeping with me...on my head of suffocating me with mounds of fur...I went out and bought this ridiculously expensive foam bed 2 years ago only to realize it is way too soft for my back....put a board under it. I wear a mask to bed(no kidding) and Tony does not like sleeping with the Lone Ranger.
Gina , hello you little beautiful asian doll.............
this am i had toast with organic rasberry jam and hot jasmine tea...
last night i had these weird scary dearms, just about all night,
i think it may have been triggered from reading this thread and thinking about it..
i woke up through out the night, and when i went back to sleep seem like i would go right back to the dream.........
i dreamed that i was in this old house and all the dreams were in black and white ( which is unusual for me , its ususally very vivid colors)
anyways i cant remember so much right now but it was like i was trying to led this person or spirit into this room so i could lock it up in there and when i opened the door to the room that i wanted that person or spirit to go into there were all kinds of things flying around...............
WEIRD.
i wish i would of had a pen and paper by my bed so i could of written it down..
because i can barely remember the dream now, but i do know that i woke up alot last night.....
OK....my girlfriend some time ago rented EMILY ROSE
have you all seen that movie?
well i dont like to rent or watch scary to much because i get scared later...
well seem like everytime i wake up its 3 am and i swear i am being honest...
i wish my girlfrined would of never introduced me to that movie...
those of you that watched the movie, know what i mean about 3 am....
i wake up ALOT ALOT at exackly 3 am or like a few minutes after....
when i do i just say, "Hi Lord...I love you...please watch over me OK....
i am with the Lord Jesus and He loves me because my bible told me so, i love you Jesus and i will love you forever and ever please help me sleep and watch over me carefully"
then i fall abck to sleep....or sometimes i get up and drink water and think wow i cant believe i woke up at 3 am again.............
i say this with out even thinking....
waking up at 3 am has been bothering me...
i am almost relieved that sharon started this thread because this is the first ime i have gotten this off my chest...............
sharon...... i to was very very restless the night before 9/11.......
thumper
EDIT....i just re -read your post gina and last night i ate alot of KIM CHEE...
when i came home from work......
maybe thats why i dreamed like that.........
my mom always say, " eat to much dream to much"............LOL
this am i had toast with organic rasberry jam and hot jasmine tea...
last night i had these weird scary dearms, just about all night,
i think it may have been triggered from reading this thread and thinking about it..
i woke up through out the night, and when i went back to sleep seem like i would go right back to the dream.........
i dreamed that i was in this old house and all the dreams were in black and white ( which is unusual for me , its ususally very vivid colors)
anyways i cant remember so much right now but it was like i was trying to led this person or spirit into this room so i could lock it up in there and when i opened the door to the room that i wanted that person or spirit to go into there were all kinds of things flying around...............
WEIRD.
i wish i would of had a pen and paper by my bed so i could of written it down..
because i can barely remember the dream now, but i do know that i woke up alot last night.....
OK....my girlfriend some time ago rented EMILY ROSE
have you all seen that movie?
well i dont like to rent or watch scary to much because i get scared later...
well seem like everytime i wake up its 3 am and i swear i am being honest...
i wish my girlfrined would of never introduced me to that movie...
those of you that watched the movie, know what i mean about 3 am....
i wake up ALOT ALOT at exackly 3 am or like a few minutes after....
when i do i just say, "Hi Lord...I love you...please watch over me OK....
i am with the Lord Jesus and He loves me because my bible told me so, i love you Jesus and i will love you forever and ever please help me sleep and watch over me carefully"
then i fall abck to sleep....or sometimes i get up and drink water and think wow i cant believe i woke up at 3 am again.............
i say this with out even thinking....
waking up at 3 am has been bothering me...
i am almost relieved that sharon started this thread because this is the first ime i have gotten this off my chest...............
sharon...... i to was very very restless the night before 9/11.......
thumper
EDIT....i just re -read your post gina and last night i ate alot of KIM CHEE...
when i came home from work......
maybe thats why i dreamed like that.........
my mom always say, " eat to much dream to much"............LOL
