I posted with a "what should I do" post and got a "go to AA" and a very comforting "I know what it's like". Now I am really scared...I can't not drink, I've gotten into a cycle I can't get out of. I quit my job, already been to a doc who prescribed Klonopin for an at home detox...which I hate to take because it makes me woozy, funny when you think of what alcohol does to you! Can't seem to control it. Somehow I can deal w/ the alcohol woozy better. Although now I have such severe anxiety the alcohol doesn't even help...and the withdrawal is scaring me. I want to cry at everything...I am getting married soon, and I have an enabling fiance...he doesn't realize I drink all day to deal w/ everything. I am embarrassed. I know what I need to do (AA and detox) but I want to know how you get there...I mean it's easy to say go to AA or detox. Heck, I don't know what to do...Anyone have a similar story? (31 years old, want to start a family soon, getting married, everything seems just peachy...but I'm f***king it all up.)
Any word would help...
I feel for you. It's a battle isnt it. Is there any way that you can go to a treatment center where there are others there going through the same place you can, and where you have to stay there for x amount of days? Would that be better because there is NO way you can get alchohol. What would happen if you had NO access to alchohol? I hope you can find a way to get some help.
I can sympathize with how you feel. I have a close friend that I've dealt with for several years who had the same problem. He finally found a product that he uses to control his craving for alcohol, and it's amazing the difference it has made for him. It has something to do with repairing neurotransmittors in the brain. Anyway, there is a website for it, but I'm not sure of the web address. If you're interested, I could find out and let you know. I'd like to help you.
