Hey Paula
Just wondering how you're doing. Haven't heard from you in a while and your friends here are wondering whats going on. You got someone here who really cares, and I'm so very proud of you. Let us know how you're doing.
Love ya
Frank
Frank,, Thanks so much for thinking of me, I just sent you a e-mail alittle while ago.. I am sorry that I have not been in touch much.. Just am not in a good place right now .. I call it my black place... I have had so much on my mind, lately all I can think of is that I just dont want to be clean anymore... I am still clean 2 weeks as of yesterday.. I dont know what is going on with me I just feel invisible, that I know does not make alot of sense, but that is how I feel right now.. Thanks for caring enough to check on me.. you know I love you my friend and I promise I will try to not isolate myself so much and stay in touch more... and yes I know this will pass.. and I know not to pick up no matter what.. and to just hold on.. It will get better...
Paula
Get out of that black place. Two weeks is so great. I remember after a few weeks I started getting some stinkin, thinkin too but you know it will pass,,,,honest it will. The bad feelings will last less and less as you go on. I missed you and was starting to worry about you. Keep posting and let out your feelings,,,,good or bad, we're here for you.
Love
Frank
Hope it's ok to jump in here. My two favorite people and I had to say something.
Paula..I remember those feelings, you're not alone. That's what your friends and meetings are for. They help you get out of that place. Don't isolate honey, that's when the fear and desperation kicks in.
And you're not invisable.
Hiya Frank...hope all is well with you.
Love
Lisa
Paula..I remember those feelings, you're not alone. That's what your friends and meetings are for. They help you get out of that place. Don't isolate honey, that's when the fear and desperation kicks in.
And you're not invisable.
Hiya Frank...hope all is well with you.
Love
Lisa
Paula
Did you hear CG. She's right you know. Listen to her cause she knows what she speaks.
Hi SB,,,,,I'm doing OK. Had a bad day but I think I'm better now. I'll email you and explain.
Frank
Paula
Just thinking about you and wondering how you're doing this morning. You know I was thinking do you realize that by the time your grandchild is born in May, you're going to have 8 months clean. Think about that the next time that dark place sneaks up on you. Have a good day and if you need to vent, you know what to do. I can take it.
Hey good morning everyone. I hope you're all doing OK in Florida. You have my thoughts and prayers.
Love
Frank
