i really need help to compose myself in court on tuesday im having a drink right now to get me thru please please help long story please read my post to understand how it is for me at the moment,its been 9 long years of this s*** and im getting my life back on track but i have to face him in court ...he stole my sons 500 computer i cant let that go unnoticed my child worked so hard for that! i am a witness in court against my ex husband (heroin addict) he pleaded not guilty !! there was only mee n him in the house!! i wouldnt steal from my own child!! maybe his new gf said he was with her !! what i load of crock! my younger son saw him thru the window when he came to visit me that dat n went home when he saw the b******!! so how can he say he wasnt here its runnin thru my mind!
have you ever tried to do suicide?
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your still here
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i tried it twice and im not even an addict!!
i ended up on a life support machine for 3 ays but i wanted out!!
i was horrified to still be alive!!
it takes a lot of guts to do it so when someone turns round n says its the cowards way out its bulls***t! coz it takes courage to do it!! ive been ther on more than 1 occasssion!!
] no i guess not?
your still here
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i tried it twice and im not even an addict!!
i ended up on a life support machine for 3 ays but i wanted out!!
i was horrified to still be alive!!
it takes a lot of guts to do it so when someone turns round n says its the cowards way out its bulls***t! coz it takes courage to do it!! ive been ther on more than 1 occasssion!!
Ex, I'm so sorry..........sorry for your pain..........it's not that we don't care......sometimes the board goes like that...........nobody was on........I hope you repost today..............I remember you all the way from last year.......and I am really sorry.........no doubt we'll all have suggestions for you for court.......only right now I think it's more important you get some help.
BTW, there are people here that have lost their loved ones to suicide........they are not here anymore.............some of our very dear members have suffered tremendously as it is their loved ones who have taken their own lives......it's not a contest.............yeah I'm still here.............so are you.........this means we have a chance..............my dearest friend posts here and she has been where you have in that respect...........I'm sure she'd try and help, but I suggest you definately get help.............yes, being robbed and lied to and walked on s*cks big time............having your children stolen from even worse, but they need you........your kids..........please, please get some help somehow and again I am very sorry............thinking of you.
BTW, there are people here that have lost their loved ones to suicide........they are not here anymore.............some of our very dear members have suffered tremendously as it is their loved ones who have taken their own lives......it's not a contest.............yeah I'm still here.............so are you.........this means we have a chance..............my dearest friend posts here and she has been where you have in that respect...........I'm sure she'd try and help, but I suggest you definately get help.............yes, being robbed and lied to and walked on s*cks big time............having your children stolen from even worse, but they need you........your kids..........please, please get some help somehow and again I am very sorry............thinking of you.
Hey Bryn, I'm one of them sadly. Lost my mum, grandad and my uncle to suicide and had to talk my brother out of it too. It's awful. If only people knew what it does to those left behind. A part of me died too the day my mum did it, I'll never get over it but life goes on and you just have to find a way of coping. Anything can be worked out rather than resorting to suicide. It still breaks my heart when I hear people talk about feeling that way, I know I've sure as h*ll felt that way myself many times but having been through it with my family so many times, I just couldn't do it to them. That's been a good thing for me. For anyone considering it, there really is a way out, please ask for help. Things can and will get better. Talk, talk talk!!!
Big hugs,
Linz x
Big hugs,
Linz x
Oh baby I am so sorry.............your pain had to be unbearable.........there ya go though brave Lynds............coping..........how are ya, chicklett?
Again I am sorry especially about your mum............hoping your brother is better as well...............hugs to you across the water.
Again I am sorry especially about your mum............hoping your brother is better as well...............hugs to you across the water.
Hey Bryn babe! I'm ok ta mucho! Hard, hard times but these are the things which mould you as they say!
Still active though but trying really hard and not giving up. Isn't it so quiet here without our eck!!!!!
Big Friday hugs coming back over the water.
Linz xx
Still active though but trying really hard and not giving up. Isn't it so quiet here without our eck!!!!!
Big Friday hugs coming back over the water.
Linz xx
I'm sorry for any person who has their heart, soul, and life ripped apart from drugs. I know i hurt countless people, my own children included. I stole I had no friends. No one was off limits when it came to taking advantage of them.
This board has helped me for YEARS now. Sometimes it takes a LONG TIME to get a responce. I don't understand your anger that no one was on. Most people here do understand your stress WE HAVE BEEN THERE some of us even more crap we have had to deal with. I hope one day your ex can make ammends with you for the things he's done. Yes he has done you wrong. It is a totally crappy thing what he did. I'm still picking up the trail of sorrow I left with people when i was using.
Yes, i've tried to kill myself. Yes, i have family and friends who left this world by way of suicide. I do deeply hope that if your feeling that way you get some help. I think you misunderstand the saying "cowards way out". It takes a stronger person to go thru a horrible experience and then come out and say I'M STILL STANDING: that IS what true COURAGE is! I never felt courage or honor when i tried to off myself. I felt it was the big middle finger up to the world "time to check out: it is what it iS..... the final excape. COWARD: a person who shows a shameful lack of courage in the face of danger.
COURAGE however is this:mental or moral strength to venture, persevere, and withstand danger, fear, or difficulty. The mean mental or moral strength to resist opposition, danger, or hardship. courage implies firmness of mind and will in the face of danger or extreme difficulty. Courage suggests an ingrained capacity for meeting strain or difficulty with fortitude and resilience <a challenge that will test your spirit> also suggests a quality of temperament enabling one to hold one's own or keep up one's morale when opposed or threatened <her spirit was unbroken by failure>. resolution stresses firm determination to achieve one's ends. Tenacity adds to resolution implications of stubborn persistence and unwillingness to admit defeat.
This board has helped me for YEARS now. Sometimes it takes a LONG TIME to get a responce. I don't understand your anger that no one was on. Most people here do understand your stress WE HAVE BEEN THERE some of us even more crap we have had to deal with. I hope one day your ex can make ammends with you for the things he's done. Yes he has done you wrong. It is a totally crappy thing what he did. I'm still picking up the trail of sorrow I left with people when i was using.
Yes, i've tried to kill myself. Yes, i have family and friends who left this world by way of suicide. I do deeply hope that if your feeling that way you get some help. I think you misunderstand the saying "cowards way out". It takes a stronger person to go thru a horrible experience and then come out and say I'M STILL STANDING: that IS what true COURAGE is! I never felt courage or honor when i tried to off myself. I felt it was the big middle finger up to the world "time to check out: it is what it iS..... the final excape. COWARD: a person who shows a shameful lack of courage in the face of danger.
COURAGE however is this:mental or moral strength to venture, persevere, and withstand danger, fear, or difficulty. The mean mental or moral strength to resist opposition, danger, or hardship. courage implies firmness of mind and will in the face of danger or extreme difficulty. Courage suggests an ingrained capacity for meeting strain or difficulty with fortitude and resilience <a challenge that will test your spirit> also suggests a quality of temperament enabling one to hold one's own or keep up one's morale when opposed or threatened <her spirit was unbroken by failure>. resolution stresses firm determination to achieve one's ends. Tenacity adds to resolution implications of stubborn persistence and unwillingness to admit defeat.
I am another who lost my partner to suicide because of heroin only 6 months ago. It tore my life apart, leaving me and his daughter to pick up the pieces, yes it takes guts to commit suicide but its a very selfish thing to do on the same note....the pain is took away from that person, yet its left to the loved ones to pick up the pieces.
I believe there is a light at the end of every tunnel, av been through hell and back but as long as you keep your mind positive you will get through that tunnel and use the bad, as expereince and to your advantage for a better future.
Last year I had a year from hell, I was depressed and wanted everything to end, I used my daughter as my rock, my will to live, I believe without her I wouldnt be where I am today, but if it wasnt from the past experiences (good and bad) I wouldnt be the strong minded person I am today.
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I believe there is a light at the end of every tunnel, av been through hell and back but as long as you keep your mind positive you will get through that tunnel and use the bad, as expereince and to your advantage for a better future.
Last year I had a year from hell, I was depressed and wanted everything to end, I used my daughter as my rock, my will to live, I believe without her I wouldnt be where I am today, but if it wasnt from the past experiences (good and bad) I wouldnt be the strong minded person I am today.
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