Hello
I am not sure what to do, I am at a difficult point right now. I am very low and have had strong thoughts of using. My psych. has not been returning my calls, I have left 2 messages in 2 weeks. This has been a long time pattern with her, not returning my calls. And It just causes more stress and anxiety for me. I am a good patient who does as she says and am not bothersome. I am about to run out of antidepressants which I do have to be on and cannot just stop abruptly taking because as some of you know abruptly stopping any mood altering medication/antideppresant may cause sucicidal tendencies, psychosis etc.. I do not have the option of going out and looking for another psych. because I have no insurance and I am fortunate she is doing this free of charge. What am I to do about all this? Like I said this has been a pattern with her. And if i ask her about it she will say Oh I never got the message or Oh I was away that week. She then makes a half-a** apology and then this all seems to happen again. I understand she is very busy as is any other doctor but to not return a patients call, 2 calls actually over 2 1/2 weeks to schedule a appointment is kind of ridiculous don't you think? I mean the phone call would be 2-3 min. tops. Am I missing something here? Please let me know if I am. I fear she does not want to see me anymore because I am not a paying client, she feels she has done her good deed and that's it. But to just cut me off like that is not right. It's like I have to hunt her down and keep calling I feel like I am bothering her. I just do not know what to do. Any feedback even If you feel it may be dumb just post it because I am at a loss here guys.
~Snapple~
I would find another doctor. It is not professional on her part. I would go to a clinic and try to get care from another physician.
