Wow! Things sure got stirred up pretty fast on Pugs post last night. The initial post seemed sincere to me and it may have all been sincere but somewhere after her second or third post I started wondering if it was someone intentionally trying to stir the pot. I can't questions someone elses intentions, I can only question my own. My purpose for being here is to open up and share some things that are going on in my recovery and possibly help another addict that might be going through some of the same things I am and to read how others are making their recovery work. The post bumped up from Jack is absolutely incredible and I thank who ever it was that brought it back. It was so easy for me to forget the pain that I went through each and every time I made that choice to use again because as I've said before, this isn't the first time I've stopped using but it is the first time I'm working a real recovery program. I'm hoping to experience the difference this time around.
I've just read all posts again...seems sincere to me. Am i missing something?
No Kev, I don't believe you missed anything. I went back and re-read all the posts as well. I said that the first post seemed sincere to me and that's what caused me to reply to it. I also said that it may have all been sincere. I guess after responding to someone elses post that I didn't understand, I myself became skeptical while trying to figure out what that other poster that I didn't understand was gettin at. I got sidetracked from what I originally saw in Pug206's post. Either way it was a good thing because I feel that a lot of good posts came out of it. Thats how I see it.
Hi guys hav'nt been on for a few days as i was trying to do my rattle, but had a death in the family and had to visit relatives so there was noway I could visit my family clucking, just waiting for the funeral on tues then I'm going away for a week so that I can finally get of this crap.
In response to Pug206 comments, all I can say is that I hope he is genuine. I've wrote a reply like so many others telling him where he can end up useing gear but at the end of the day Advice is only useful if you listen to it and take note. I just hope he does'nt go down the same path as me cus it's hard to get off once you get on.
Anyway hope everyones keeping well and will write soon Phil ;)
In response to Pug206 comments, all I can say is that I hope he is genuine. I've wrote a reply like so many others telling him where he can end up useing gear but at the end of the day Advice is only useful if you listen to it and take note. I just hope he does'nt go down the same path as me cus it's hard to get off once you get on.
Anyway hope everyones keeping well and will write soon Phil ;)
this is all genuine and i dont want people thinking it isnt everyone has there own different reason for starting to take the drug. some girls ive met took it from clubbing to come down off ecstasy others because ther felt peer pressure off partners. my reason is depression ive seen what the stuff does to people as in my previous message (should i take heroin) i have seen face to face the affects it has on people but for some reason these girls dont look half as bad as i feel. one particular girl who comes in work wears the same pjamas shes had for over a year and has blood all over her arms and is extremly under weight but y doesnt it put me off? thats y im on here because i know its such a bad thing and i dont want to do it, i have a lot going for me. but i just feel that my depression is going to lead me into taking it and i really dont want it to, and to be honest im terrified what better people to ask advice off than those who are or have been through a heroin addiction.
