Hey Rachael. Just read about your triggers and so many are the same for me! If I see any prescription pill bottle, my heart jumps! Anything to do with a dentist or doctor, drug movies, anyone having surgery, all of it! I come across something like that almost everyday. When I have alot of work to do (school or house) I think, this would be so much better if I had a pill! It's torture! My body's been clean for about a month and a half, but my mind just won't let go. Does this ever get any easier?
Sugarbear:
I go to AA meetings to keep my head straight and to share about those demon thoughts in my head. DO you have a support group? It helps me. The thoughts don't become obsessions after awhile, just thoughts not facts, that's the good news.
Peace,
Rachel
I go to AA meetings to keep my head straight and to share about those demon thoughts in my head. DO you have a support group? It helps me. The thoughts don't become obsessions after awhile, just thoughts not facts, that's the good news.
Peace,
Rachel