Redd

Pain Pills
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I saw on another post what happend with your son and I just wanted to say it's a relief to know he's home and ok. You were right, you knew he was really sick.... So glad he's ok.




MJ...I read where you have problems with your throat and now can't speak? What is the name of your disorder? I can't even imagine how frustrated you feel.

Love to you both and have a great day..

CG
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Redd: I must have missed the post about Chance. You have had a rough couple of months, huh. Mother's intuition... beautiful thing. They say bad comes in 3's, you'll be out of the woods in no time. We love ya!
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Thanks Cowgirl,

Yes, I did know he was sicker than they said. These doctors can be quick to dismiss us as over reacting moms.

I had more problems than I had bargained for once he was in the hospital. My mind is all over the place, not to mention my heart.

I keep waiting for time to kick in and heal wounds.

I'm a bigger mess than I thought I was.

Whats wrong with me?

Redd
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Redd,
I must have missed something. I haven't read every post today. What happened?? What was wrong with Chance?
Rae
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good morning CG.Yes it is so fustrating.For 2mths now I cannot speak well I can get some sounds out but it hurts & when I eat I have to cough to get the food down.I dont know if it has a name.This happened 5 years ago.At that time I was told that it is scare tissue built up on my vocal cords.I was told than that this will keep happening.So at least I had 5 years in between,Now I just want to get the surgery OVER with.I really want to get into therapy.No I NEED to but until this is taken care of thats on hold & I know that is NOT healthy for me.
How are you doing?I know youve been alittle sad I hope thats alittle better for you.If I can help please let me know OK?....mj
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Redd sweety I need to say something.There is NOTHING wrong with you.You have had 1 hell of a year behind you.I think all these feelings your having are normal.Have you ever thought of a therapist?I only say that because sometimes having someone outside your family & friend can be very helpful to sort out what is what.Try not to get so hard & down on yourself.You will heal I know you want all that pain & memories to stop & they will.They have too.
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Redd,
I just found the post where you talked about your son's condition. I am so sorry to hear he was so sick. Oh and the IV's I hate that so much. I just can't watch when they do that with my children. Poor little man, give him a big kiss from all his cyber Aunts here... Take care of yourself sweetie, you've had one hell of a year. Wishing a speedy recovery for your son. Rae
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Amy..there's nothing wrong with you that a little time and love won't heal. Darlin you have been through hell and back these last few months. Everything came down on your head all at once. Most would have crumbled, look how well you did?

Are you talking to anyone? A counselor?

For today, just take care of that precious child and yourself. It's all you can do. The rest will fall into place. Soon. I promise.

MJ...thank you for explaining what it is you've got going. Sounds really scary. Especially the choking food part. Is the surgery painful? I hope not.

Thanks for asking about me. I'm ok. I'm tough so it takes alot to really get me down. But losing my horses has been rough. Knowing that I can get another if I really hate this decision, helps.

Love
CG

Morning Rae and Kaela!
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Hi Rae,

Chance was really sick over the weekend, took him to the doctor on Saturday and they basically just said he was just sick and do this and that for him.

Well come Monday, he was soooo lethargic and his eyes were sunken in and even his skin color was off. I took him to my regular pediatrician and he was so dehydrated they admitted him to the hospital for 24 hours to pump him up with fluids with iv's.

Hes home now, still sick, its a severe viral infection, which by the way, no one in his class has it. He seems much better, he really could not have been worse on Sunday or Monday though.

Again, just glad hes home and on his way to getting better.

Thanks for asking.

Redd
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Thanks again everyone.

Been to my counselor and a few meetings too.

In time, everything in time.

I'm out for the day, movies, jello and pedialyte for the day.


Have a good one guys.

Redd
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Redd,
Good I am happy to hear h's home with mommy...

Cowgirl,
I am doing good thanks for asking. It's kind of rainy out today. I just got a call from a friend of mine that has been clean from vic's for about 3 weeks. When she was using she hardly ever called...So I think I am going to get the baby ready here and go visit her. She has a little boy that is 10 months old that can't crawl yet. She took vi's, perc's,etc while she was pregnant. She was another one that just did it for the buzz. I was there when he was born and they gave him a shot to control the withdrawls. It was sad, he wouldn't drink, hardly cried anything. That may have something to do with him being delayed in what he can do for his age. I don't know some children are just slower than others.
My kids walked by 10 months-year, so maybe I think all kids should be like mine,LOL

Sorry to hear about your horses, that is sad. I am sure you had a close bond with them. I was rasied around Great Danes, kind of like a horse. I was in a house fire when I was 10 years old. My mom had to move us into an apt. and sold our danes. I remember that feeling of missing them.

Well have a great day. I am going to leave for a few. Talk to ya soon. Rae
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Cg & redd I need to sign off & try & get some stuff done
CG I understand about your horses they were probaly like your saftey zone.You know.You could get out there & ride & forget it all for awhile.I hope your life works out where you can get another.I know that doesnt ease the pain of losen them but like you said it helps.I have had a nice time talking with you & I hope we get a chance to do it again.Take Care...mj
Redd I will keep chance in my thoughts today & I hope you know if you need me Ill be back around popping in later so until next time...Take Care...mj
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Rae..copy and paste your post over to the StacyN thread, will you? She needs to see that.

Redd... have a restful, quiet day with your son.

MJ... thank you. You're so sweet. It's nice to know others care.

Everyone else..I'm off to a meeting. And boy, do I need one.

Love to all
Cowgirl
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Redd and MJ

I just read about your situation. I am so sorry, I hope all turns out well. I will put you to in my prayers.