anyone been in rehab or going in soon ive done the detox thing a few times but come home then end up back using after awhile went 10months but got to bored have no surport or family to help got 2 chidren and need to sort myself out soon.i waited 12months to get in detox. live in merseyside . i move as far as it takes if i could get into a rehab anyone got any imformation to get into rehabs or where to get outside support
I don't have any info on it Mandy...just want to wish you the best and tell you to hang in there. You're doing reallly well in looking for a rehab and I hope you get everything you want. Just the fact that you strive for a life free of heroin means that one day it can be a possibility. It absolutely can.
Beck
Beck
thanks intoodeep for your words of support . what is your situation at present are you clean what are your experiences. ive got afew i was on the meth for 8years about got off that in detox stayed off the metht for over 2 years it was hell getting off the meth after daily use 60mls aday for 8 years but did that but still trying to give up the brown give me some off your thoughs if poss .have a good day or night depeneding when tou read this bye.
hey mandy, i went to rehab this past may. i did a methodone detox, stayed for 7 days..i checked myself out..they wanted me to stay for 30 days. i swear on my life the whole way home (2.5 hours) i thought i would NEVER use again. yeah well the next morning i was in w/d from the meth so....called my dealer and was useing again. after i coped i did an internet search for sub dr's (my 2nd time with sub) and got back on sub. i don't regret rehab, i learned alot and i am glad i went. even though i relapsed less then 24 hours out...i fell like that experience keeps me on track. yeah i take sub, but i feel i needed to expeience rehab, see and talk to other addicts etc. like i said, i am glad i went and i wouldn't take it back. good luck to you. ang
edit to say, i see you posted where you live..are you in the usa?
edit to say, i see you posted where you live..are you in the usa?
hi angela99 im from merseysde near liverpool.i stayed in the detox clinic for 4weeks and was still ill when i got home well done doing it and staying of the meth in and on the outside .i would never go on the meth ever again i nealy lost the plot i never slept for the first 2weeks atall even with sleepers.but i was a long time user off meth. i went on subs and stayed.the off the brown for nine months came off it to quick.after a couple off weeks without the subs i messed up.anyway nice to hear abit about you.
Mandy do you have access to a rehab? Not sure how it works in your neck of the woods so to speak.
Mandy if you can get on a suboxone program with an addiction specialist that requires Therapy AA and weekly counseling?
SAMSHA GOOGLE not sure about U.K--Post you ??? on all the boards.
Please stay away from METHADONE.
Suboxone is ?? depends on your history.
Jeff
Mandy if you can get on a suboxone program with an addiction specialist that requires Therapy AA and weekly counseling?
SAMSHA GOOGLE not sure about U.K--Post you ??? on all the boards.
Please stay away from METHADONE.
Suboxone is ?? depends on your history.
Jeff
Hi Mandy, Well I've not used heroin regularly for over 20 years. I got off of it by moving and not having a connection. I did have a connect to all the good class A's like morphine and duiladid though. Used that for a couple of years then stopped everything for a very long time by marrying a non-user. Just lots of weed after that. I've got a messed up back though and after I ruptured 2 discs above my last fusion, I was put on oxycontin. And hydorcodone. And xanax. and soma. Started buying large quantities off of the internet as well. But the oxy took my soul, moreso then any other drug. What a bit*h to come off of. Very long rattle. It was long and hard, but I'm clean now. I didn't do rehab or sub or anything. Just gave 'em up one or 2 at a time. The benzos were a right bit*h as well. I do it by staying busy and looking into my twin sons eyes everyday. When I quit the oxy I told them about my problem. I couldn't hide the rattle. It was too rough. So they watch me. I remember what it was like to be enslaved. I pray. I suck it up, sometimes every day. And I talk to good folks like you here. Maybe you can try another sub script. But honey, you need to fill your time. Otherwise your mind will torture you. Can you work? Even child care or volunteering would occupy your mind. Keep posting. Someone is usually here to talk.
Angela!! It's very good to see you doing so well. I know you've been through it hon. Hang on and keep going. You're doing so well.
So what is UP tonight ladies???
Beck
Angela!! It's very good to see you doing so well. I know you've been through it hon. Hang on and keep going. You're doing so well.
So what is UP tonight ladies???
Beck
hi beck. glad for you and your sons your clean sounds like you had alot of downs in your time.thanks for thoughs im new on this site and its help me alot . thats the killer for me having to much time on my hands .your right in the filling the day up thats when i mess back up.i have 2 children at school and could work but nobody wants to employ me with everything that comes up like most off us cant get a break.then i get pissed off and end using again.will try again got to im a long time user so its the habit i find to break feel like im missing something monkey on back.i will keep posting hope to hear from you soon. i can be honest on this site so im thinking alot more rather than ignoring my habit.bye
