Roe/ Briar....

If you are out there just wanted to see how you are feeling and what's going on??? I am worried about you. Please let us ALL know how you are when you see this.... Take care sweetie.. We are here for you..... Love, Rae


Hey Briar.....don't make us come out there to check on you! Please let us know how it's going. I hope you have some good news for us!
Rosie-
Ditto: how are you hanging in there?
Roe,
I am also wondering about you. Please drop us a line if you can and let us know how things are.....
Sending some good vibes and prayers by the bucket full......
Love,
Tina
Hi guys,
Just saw this. Thank you for the concern and good thoughts. I have to go now. I have to go to see the head of the probation department in our county as my husband is trying to get his probatin transferred down here so he can rejoin us, there have been lots of mistakes in this interstate compact deal, its taken about seven months so far, due to mistakes made in WI and we have all suffered because of it. Especially the kids, not knowing when their dad is coming home. Anyway, this last screw up, I decided I'm going to go there myself and talk to the head guy.
I made this decision last week and I'm going to go today. A friend of mine is going with me and picking me up at noon, in about two hours.
I pray to get through this, say the right things, and be able to think clearly enough to get this over with. I'm nervous and on top of it, my eye won't stop watering and I'm having these sneezing attacks, where I'll sneeze uncontrollably about a dozen times. At home its not too bad, (actually I like to sneeze) but having to sit across the desk from a guy who holds our fate in his hands, well, I just don't want to sneeze all over him. I took 2 immodiums for obvious reasons. Hope they kick in quickly.
I just hope that I don't look as bad as I feel. I know I deserve every minute of it.
Anyways, gonna run, just want you all to know how much I love ya's and appreciate everything everyone is saying to me. I feel like I weigh about 300 lbs. walking around I feel really heavy.

Cowgirl,
I know what you say to me is out of love, concern and friendship. I don't get mad at things like that. I read about your son's friend and am so very sorry, how is your son doing? Thats hard for a young person to deal with. Every night before I go to bed, I ask God to please never let me know what it feels like to lose a child. There was a line in a show once, where someone said. "When you lose a husband, your a widow, when you lose your parents, your an orpan. There isn't a word for someone who has lost a child because its just too awful to name". How true. My brother died when I was 13 and he was 15. Thats when my family fell apart. My mom died a year and a half later, and then seven years later my dad took his own life. Looking back on it, I think that it was just too terrible for my parents to bear. My dad died when I was 23, and I'm all thats left out of my family. Strange tho, my mom had her first baby (my brother Tommy) on September 26, 1956, I had my first baby on September 26, 1990. I thought about that alot, how ironic that is that we had our first babies on the same day.
Love you all and I'll try to come back on later if the kids leave me alone long enough.
Roe
xo