Roxicodone Addict!

WOW Thanks everyone for there advice But I swear I don't think I am gonna make it Iam going to a N/A tonight I had to work today and every bone in my body hurts! Someone asked what Roxicodone is Well it's PURE hydrocodone alot of times they give it to Cancer Patients and they only take like 30mg a DAY!!!! We were buying them off the street from a guy We had a $620.00 habit every 6 days. My b/f is on the Sub. and he's ok He still feels kinda bad but he swears he will never take another one I just hope I can make it One more Day! Thats all I can do right now One Day at a Time
Sheila
I read this this am it got through today i wanna share it, but damn this is hard!

Today I will do one thing more than i think i can do.
If I'm to tierd or depressed to get out of bed, I will not only get upbut also take a shower!
If I don't have the energy to go to work, I will get dressed and drive to the parking lot of my job.
If I just can't face the world, I will walk to the end of the street and back.
I will reach a little further than whatever I belivie my limitations to be. Usually, when I take that extra step, it seems easier than I thought it would, and I do feel better too.
SheilaR--- Good luck to you and keep going----Don't give up! My boyfrind and I had $900-$1,000- a week habit when we were doing Oxy's and then we found Heroin--- don't let that happen to you, you don't deserve it and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy!!!!!!!!!!!----------JR
If you want to try coming to chat:

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then you should be able to hit join to register, then chat on the left column and you can get in.

please hang in there.
love,
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Shelia, I feel for you...I was there...
It will pass, even though it doesn't seem like it...
Hang in there...
Kerry
Wow that is alot of money! I am glad you are getting clean. I know you can do it. I'm pulling for ya. I'm glad you are going to a meeting! You need good support around you.

Love,
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