Sadation

Hello every1 things are not good im sadating myself with librium 5 pills 4 times a day I want every thing to go away.I am balloonig them.thanks. Brent
Brent... can you get to a meeting? Do you have a sponsor? Call your dr and get some help... please. Love, Bri
geez brent, that can't be good honey...maybe you are switching addictions?

I know it's hard to get off the pills (well not personally, my DOC is coke, but i've followed so many people's struggles)

Do you have someone who can hold your meds and give them to you?

Take a walk then a warm bath and relax. You will be amazed how much your natural endorphins will kick in with some exercise.

Good luck and a big {{{{{{{{{{{{{{hug}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Bri is right, get to a meeting, get some phone numbers and some support.
One addict helping another has no parallel.
what is balloning mean ?
Ballooning is when someone puts all of the pills in a tissue or some other material and swallows all of them at once...... IT IS VERY DANGEROUS AND CAN BE LIFE THREATENING.......

BRENT..........STOP DOING THIS CRAP NOW..........YES, I'M SCREAMING AT YOU BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO LIVE........COME ON MAN, YOU CAN DO THIS........GET TO A MEETING OR CALL SOMEONE NOW.......YOU HAVE A WIFE AND CHILDREN TO LIVE FOR......WE ARE PULLING FOR YOU AND DON'T BALLOON ANYMORE DAMN PILLS...........
OH s*** BRENT... STOP DOING THAT NOW... I AM SCREAMING AT YOU TOO! PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE GET SOME HELP... YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON...
THANKS BRI,,,,,,,,DOESN'T IT FEEL GOOD TO SCREAM AT SOMEONE IN A NICE WAY...............LOL
Brent,
That sounds very dangerous. Do you have anyone you can call to talk to? Or try going to a meeting? Sounds like your in a bad spot a dangerous one at that.
You are worth it you know. We all are. Keep on talking here. My email is at the bottom, feel free to use it.
take care
gi
I will keep you in my prayers tonite.
garsh, i thought he were putting them in a balloon up his butt...

BRENT PLEASE STOP DOING THIS, MY CYBER HANDS WON'T REACH THAT FAR!!!!
Brent can you put your wife on here? Where is she?

Call 911 Please.
good idea Brooke!

Or at least call your doctor...do something...please!

I am praying for you!
You have to stop. I don't know if you realize it but you have accomplished a big step by admitting you have the problem and being honest about waht you are doing. Why do you choose those pills? Are you also on any other medication. Main addiction was coke but also used x, special K, meth, heroin, oxycontin and some more. It was extremely difficult for me to stop the oxycontin not to mention everything else but I am focusing on that because of you pill post. I want cold turkey and it was horrible but I got through it. My physician said they would give me something to help with the withdrawls (sleeping pills) but I declined. If I can do it you can trust me, it is true.
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how are you feeling Brent?

whoever said that you talking about this was a good thing is right...you are reaching out, rather than isolating....

keep talking to us here
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brooke, brents wife is on the post that wiverson started