OK, lets start over, to all, 1) I am sorry if i hurt anyone and if i caused any problems. 2) Christina, and all... I am on pain pills as needed for SERVERE PAIN only if the motrin does not work at first, i have a lot of pain issues right know..3) i am not in control of the pills a good friend of mine holds them and they are taken with caution and my new doctor! 4) i am pregnant, thats not a lie..5) from now on i will not be posting personal information about myself on this board anymore, as all iot does is cause my more greif..
ok , i did this to SET THE RECORD STRAIGHT....i hope this helps.. please takew care all.......
Christina, it is ok hun, i am not mad and there the truth about the pills are out there for all to know, and i value your frienship as well!!!, and thanks for the respect as well.. please know that I am here for you always and forever!! you friend till the end and even after, mitzy:)
Hey Mitzy, i don't know what this is about, but if its any consolation, i'm not judging u or critizizing (sp) u. hope ur ok & try not to get too stressed about what people say, cause i think they mean well. that being said, i get annoyed sometimes & people get annoyed at me, but i think most of us r trying to help each other, though we do tend to get preachy- expecially the diehard naers (lol), sorry Teresa.
Theresa,
You are correct, and i should not let it get to me, but there are some people (no names) who are out to hurt me and say things out of spite and that sucks. I do not know why people focus on other peoples lives so much, they should be taking inventory of themselfs!, or maybe they can not because it is to much for them to handle??.. Regaurdless i will keep to my self and focus on myself and be there for as many people need me, if they want my friendship and help...thanks for writting me and please take care......
You are correct, and i should not let it get to me, but there are some people (no names) who are out to hurt me and say things out of spite and that sucks. I do not know why people focus on other peoples lives so much, they should be taking inventory of themselfs!, or maybe they can not because it is to much for them to handle??.. Regaurdless i will keep to my self and focus on myself and be there for as many people need me, if they want my friendship and help...thanks for writting me and please take care......
Christina, are you still here hun??, if so please post me i hope that i did not hurt your feelings at all, you are still my good friend....
Mitzy, im glad you set the record strait (so to speak) if it makes you happy on the inside then it dosnt matter what i or anyone eles thinks. Just know that the best intensions were at heart!!!!!!! Again, after reading the e-mail i am sorry for putting it all out there , but i thought that if you were telling the "personal" stories to everyone for help then they already new what i was saying. I didnt know that you wanted to keep that part private!!!!! As i said before, i will continue to save your privacy and will not bring this back up again. All i have to say is if you need help , and look to this board of friends to get it, They all have done wonders with me and being there for me. I know that you will find the same for you.
With Love and Respect,
Christina
With Love and Respect,
Christina
Ok so now you ARE taking pain pills. It's good that you finally told the truth cause last week you said that you were only taking motrin.
Atleast you were true to yourself and others. Peace of mind is priceless. No need to lie here....
Atleast you were true to yourself and others. Peace of mind is priceless. No need to lie here....
Christina, i dont care if people know that sometimes meds are needed it is all good my friend, all good... anyways how are you doing and the surgery pain, i read your post about changing your rx, WTF??, that sucks about what they did to u and all, shhhhit... what r u gonna do??, dont pick up that rx for the vics, so that u can ask for another med, and explain that you never picked up the rx for the vics, so that they can not say that u r getting to mant pills, or if you did tell them that u will give them the unused pills back to one of there nurses and in exchange they can give you another rx for something else... what do u think?.. write me back.. your friend, me......
Kiwi, i was on Motrin at first then it got so bad i had to get something dtronger and i brought my friend and she holds them for me... so thats what happened, i can not say that i didnt try with out pain pills first, he....take vare and maybe we can end this fued now??
I already got them, thats how i found out what mlg. they were.
However, my family Dr. called me and told me that he wanted the name of the surgen that did the surgery and wanted the name of the Dr. who wrote the script for the perc's and he was gonna call them and give them a piece of his mind. He said that im lucky the pain killers didnt drive me to kill myself, thats how strong the script was for me. I got up one morning and had forgotten it was x-mas time until i saw the tree in the family room. Thats how out of it i was. I cant be left alone right now and i cant drive, i cant take my own meds. and i cant remember anything!!! Its just to strong for me!
My family Dr. told me that from now on if i need refills and help or any questions concerning this matter to call him. He was putting his foot down. He feels the way they have been treating me when i called crying asking for help was as bad as it can get in the medical field.!! Im not exzagerating this at all . They were so mean to me.!!!!! It hurt to know that im at home hurting and i have done nothing wrong. I just happened to have a bad appendix and ovarie.(sucks huh??) My family dr. also understands the probloms that i have had on Vic's and he feels that we can deal with this after the stitches and muscles heal back to normal. He thinks that right now i should take the meds. and relaxe. Get alot of sleep and focus on getting and feeling better.!! WORDS TO LIVE BY!!!!!!!!!!!! Im calling him in the morning to tell him about the mlg. of the pills they gave me.
Christina
However, my family Dr. called me and told me that he wanted the name of the surgen that did the surgery and wanted the name of the Dr. who wrote the script for the perc's and he was gonna call them and give them a piece of his mind. He said that im lucky the pain killers didnt drive me to kill myself, thats how strong the script was for me. I got up one morning and had forgotten it was x-mas time until i saw the tree in the family room. Thats how out of it i was. I cant be left alone right now and i cant drive, i cant take my own meds. and i cant remember anything!!! Its just to strong for me!
My family Dr. told me that from now on if i need refills and help or any questions concerning this matter to call him. He was putting his foot down. He feels the way they have been treating me when i called crying asking for help was as bad as it can get in the medical field.!! Im not exzagerating this at all . They were so mean to me.!!!!! It hurt to know that im at home hurting and i have done nothing wrong. I just happened to have a bad appendix and ovarie.(sucks huh??) My family dr. also understands the probloms that i have had on Vic's and he feels that we can deal with this after the stitches and muscles heal back to normal. He thinks that right now i should take the meds. and relaxe. Get alot of sleep and focus on getting and feeling better.!! WORDS TO LIVE BY!!!!!!!!!!!! Im calling him in the morning to tell him about the mlg. of the pills they gave me.
Christina
Mitzy,
Why in the heck are you on pain pills if you are pregnant? s*** , you know better than that. And don't say that I am out to hurt you. I am not. I only want to help. But as a nurse and as a mother, it is just wrong to hurt an unborn child because of your addiction.
Why in the heck are you on pain pills if you are pregnant? s*** , you know better than that. And don't say that I am out to hurt you. I am not. I only want to help. But as a nurse and as a mother, it is just wrong to hurt an unborn child because of your addiction.
Oh Christina, i am so sorry , oh sweetie i feel for you sooo much.i am just glad you doctor is helping you, OMG, wow i will be preying for you and i can not believe how much those meds hurt you, WOW, hang in there sweetie, and i am here for you always, your friend till the end, mitzy..
Sharon, first of all i only take then sometimes, not daily. secondly you can take pain killers when your pregant it does not hurt the baby after all i was on 120 mgs of methadone thru out my whole pregnancy w/twins.. third of all i am not keeping this baby, sorry to bradcast this but i dont want to be badly look upon any more than i already am on this board... thanks.... mitzy
btw Sharon, i am not abusing meds eaither, so i dont understand your anger???
Sharon, first of all i only take then sometimes, not daily. secondly you can take pain killers when your pregant it does not hurt the baby after all i was on 120 mgs of methadone thru out my whole pregnancy w/twins.. third of all i am not keeping this baby, sorry to bradcast this but i dont want to be badly look upon any more than i already am on this board... thanks.... mitzy
btw Sharon, i am not abusing meds eaither, so i dont understand your anger???
Christina, r u still here??.. how r u doing tonite?, hows the pain?
Mitzy, thanks for saying that you will pray for me. Truth is that i could use alot of prayers right now with all of this . If any one eles would like to do that for me it would be real great . I could use all the help .
As for the DRAMA, i feel like i might be the reason for that. If i haddnt of jumped down your back about the whole lieing thing then it might not have started. Im glad you got that stuff about still using out in the open for everyone to hear though. It may help you more than you think.!! But i am sorry for posting the private things that you didnt want anyone to know about when it comes to the pills. I will keep my mouth shut about he rest. Maybe then you will not have to feel like you have to justify yourself to everyone. But understand that to each her own, and Sharon has her opinions to. I kind of feel the same way. I couldnt even get myself to smoke when i was pregnant with both of my boys, let alone take a pain pill. But you are gonna decide what you will and what is right for you in the end. I wish you lots of luck with the decicions.
Your friend,
Christina
As for the DRAMA, i feel like i might be the reason for that. If i haddnt of jumped down your back about the whole lieing thing then it might not have started. Im glad you got that stuff about still using out in the open for everyone to hear though. It may help you more than you think.!! But i am sorry for posting the private things that you didnt want anyone to know about when it comes to the pills. I will keep my mouth shut about he rest. Maybe then you will not have to feel like you have to justify yourself to everyone. But understand that to each her own, and Sharon has her opinions to. I kind of feel the same way. I couldnt even get myself to smoke when i was pregnant with both of my boys, let alone take a pain pill. But you are gonna decide what you will and what is right for you in the end. I wish you lots of luck with the decicions.
Your friend,
Christina
Christina, i was good through out my pregnancy, and when i got pregant w/my twins i was seriously abusing vics and had no choice but to be put on Methadone for the sake of my babies.. so honestly i am sorry to say but I am not having this child, enough said.... i am only saying this because i had to , responding to Sharons post is all, other wise i wouldnt have ever brought up this subject ever again, thanks all>>..........
Mitzy,
I just don't get what you are saying. Are you saying it doesn't matter what you do while you are pregnant because you don't plan on keeping the baby anyway?
I'm sorry though, I don't want to hurt your feelings either, I just don't know what to believe anymore with you. But I hope you're not saying that just because you don't plan on keeping the baby it makes no difference what you do to it. If you are really pregnant that is. Sorry. I just don't know what to believe. That is your fault though, not ours. Your past post are exactly the same as these post. Just doesn't add up.
I just don't get what you are saying. Are you saying it doesn't matter what you do while you are pregnant because you don't plan on keeping the baby anyway?
I'm sorry though, I don't want to hurt your feelings either, I just don't know what to believe anymore with you. But I hope you're not saying that just because you don't plan on keeping the baby it makes no difference what you do to it. If you are really pregnant that is. Sorry. I just don't know what to believe. That is your fault though, not ours. Your past post are exactly the same as these post. Just doesn't add up.
No offence but i dont care anymore who belives me and who does not, i am tired of explaining myself, its to much for me... i dont care about my old posts, so you really think that if i was not telling the truth i would have all these details about the ER and that i keep it up this long, hell no!!! and thats the truth..this is my life & i am going thru alot right now and dont need this crap and i dont need to spend my time expaining myself to you, please dont take offence but dammm this is getting pretty old and fast...
Hi Liz, how are you? Just wanted to jump in on this thread and say hello to you. Your serenity has really been showing lately. It's so nice to see so much growth!! Much congradulations, you deserve it. Much love, Kat
Dear Mitzy, it looks like you're making an effort, good for you! Hope things turn out well for you whatever you do. Much love, Kat
Hi Kat,
I'm doing ok, I have 4 weeks at the end of this week. I am feeling pretty good for the most part. There has been times though, that I've been getting a little on edge. I really don't know why. But thank you for the kind words. I'm really trying hard to keep clean. I love not being in a thick fog and I'm able to actually think now. I met a lot of good people on this board, who I used to think were out to drive me crazy. Then I realized it was a very short drive, I was already there. lol
I feel good now.
How are you doing? I started my Christmas Shopping today. That feels good to get some of it out of the way. I still have a long ways to go though. Oh well, I'll get it done.
Love,
Liz
I'm doing ok, I have 4 weeks at the end of this week. I am feeling pretty good for the most part. There has been times though, that I've been getting a little on edge. I really don't know why. But thank you for the kind words. I'm really trying hard to keep clean. I love not being in a thick fog and I'm able to actually think now. I met a lot of good people on this board, who I used to think were out to drive me crazy. Then I realized it was a very short drive, I was already there. lol
I feel good now.
How are you doing? I started my Christmas Shopping today. That feels good to get some of it out of the way. I still have a long ways to go though. Oh well, I'll get it done.
Love,
Liz
