hi everyone i really need some support and some advice from some one who has been there and can help me with my everyday fight ... i never ever thought that i would been in the situation im in.. i used to say i would never touch a pill or any kind of opiate because i watch my family get tore apart from that drug !!! but i ended up tryin oxycotin and thats all she wrote .. it went to doing that once in awhile just partying with it once a month or so to a habit like everyday then quiting for a month and so on so on.. then it went to herion because i was so much cheaper ... i really didnt care for it so much snorting it but i swore i would never touch a needle that was disguisting to much ...well eventually the chance came along about shoting the dope and i was terrfiyed but sure enough someone that was supposed to be my friend and introduced to it ... so for about three months now i've been struggling to the point that i've been doing things that i would never do to get this drug ... i have a 6 in a half month baby and i really do want to get better for him... but going throught the withdraws and the mental is so hard ... i feel like doing the things i do are bringing bad things bad on me and are making it a hundred times harding to quit because of the stress .. please some one i need some tips fpr this drug that is controling me
Hey Zandra,
Where you from?
What you need to do is go and get help,find a clinic or drugworker or whatever.asking for help and admitting you have a problem is the first stage of recovery,Heroin is the most evil mistress,she invites you in and for a while everything is good but soon it all turns to s**t,i have done things i am ashamed of to get a fix and so have most of the people on here.
You have done the right thing coming here,please get help if not for yourself but for your son,i know from my own experience you will not love your son as much with that soul numbing drug in you,i am only 3 days off the gear myself but already my emotions are coming back....
GET HELP!
Good luck
Chris
Where you from?
What you need to do is go and get help,find a clinic or drugworker or whatever.asking for help and admitting you have a problem is the first stage of recovery,Heroin is the most evil mistress,she invites you in and for a while everything is good but soon it all turns to s**t,i have done things i am ashamed of to get a fix and so have most of the people on here.
You have done the right thing coming here,please get help if not for yourself but for your son,i know from my own experience you will not love your son as much with that soul numbing drug in you,i am only 3 days off the gear myself but already my emotions are coming back....
GET HELP!
Good luck
Chris
Hi Zandra; and Welcome...there is so much information on here, and in the pills subdirectory too; that can help. Always and foremost though is YOU wanting to stop...no one and nothing and nobody in the world can help you do that except you. ...you can do it if you want to...its not easy but you can do it...stay with us and we will help as much as we can !
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