I wrote a couple weeks ago about my bf being addicted to drugs. And tonight was finally the last straw for me. I told him I was leaving unless he got help, and heven couldn't do it. So here I am absolutely heart broken don't know what to do. I want to call him and tell him I am coming back home and that I am sorry but why? I love him more than anything and leaving him was the hardest decision of my life. I want him to tell me he will get clean but I don't think that is going to happen :( I just need some strength or prayers or advice right now I am in a really low place. What do you do when your whole.life revloved around that person and their happiness :(
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You put the focus where it should have been all along, on yourself. Your whole life should be about you and being fulfilled and as happy as you can be and you will not be that as long as he is using. You want him to show you and tell you that he can or will give it up and get clean for you, because you mean that much to him...in truth, he should do it for himself, and until he values himself he can't value you . You can still love him, but from a distance. You didn't cause it and you can't cure it...take care of you.
Peace ~ MomNMore
