Sorry To Say This Is Goodbye

I would like to thank everyone for putting up with me these past couple of years.My Son will be leaving Saturday morning and I will be without a computer.

I gotta say this board has been the best one I've attended...man,there sure are some good people here!!! God knows i'm gonna miss you guys.Amazing how well you get to know people by their writing.

I am very grateful these days.I thank God for His wonderful and amazing grace!! When I went into St Peter(mental institute) I didn't know if I was coming out...you see once committed no matter how many months,they can indefinitly keep you commited.I wish I had a video of me in that place and one that shows me now...you would agree that a miracle took place!!! My sweet daughter never gave up on her Dad,when the rest of my family had.Only through God's strength am i able to go back and visit with patients.

If someone like me can find sobriety,everyone can.Because I'm nothing special.I was scared and confused and honestly couldn't see a life without oxycontin.I'm sorry...this is harder than I thought...I don't like goodbyes...I'll be back before saturday.
Bish, you will be greatly missed. You have a rare insight and ability to deliver the message to people.

Love and hugs,

Janet
Bish,
You will be missed very much.Is there a local library or computer lab that you could use occasinaly?Stop in and say hi.
FYI.I never gave up on my dad either.Bet you're her hero!!
DJ
Bish, You have gotta find a way to get online to visit with us! No excuses, man! The library or something, so no good bye from me just a not as often! How is your therapy coming along? CAS.
Hey Bish..dont say you arent anything special because YOU ARE! We will miss having you on the boards. Please try ot go to the library to get on the computer to say hello.Perhaps you can purchase a used computer? Many people sell basic computers for about $200 especially since you dont need much software. If you need to talk to someone, I work from home and have a toll free nationwide line 877 317 7598.Call me if you need me, I mean that.Warm regards-laurie
bish,

this isnt good bye for me buddy, i promise you will be hearing from me soon. i miss our talks and dont be a stranger. ((((((((HUGS))))))))


terrianne
Hi Bish,i agree with the others.It would be wonderful if you could get to the library a few times a week to stop in and say hi.Your story is amazing and you have so much to offer us all.~KIM
Hey Bish,
Noone likes goodbyes. Wonder how to get you a computer??????? Have you thought about it? Ebay????

love,
pm
Bish
I Refuse to say goodbye, we need you, How are you feeling?
You are such an inspiration to me, your story touched my heart so much, I have told you this before, thank God for your Daughter, But you did the work bish, I never gave up on my Dad either, but he gave up on himself, and by the age of 47 he was dead.........He, like you had been to all the places you have been, but I was with him every step of the way.......Only he could make the choice to live or die, He refused to do the work that it takes in recovery & so all of my efforts were not going to save him.......I loved that man so much & it hurt to lose him........Please give yourself the credit you so deserve, You found your way & you worked hard for this,
I, Like you, have a wonderful son who won't give up on me, but he can't save me I Have to do the hard work there is to do, to give him the Mother he deserves, I, Like you have faith in Jesus Christ...........but you have taught me so much, I Will pray with everything I Have, that we can keep you with us, we need you.........you are a light & beacon of hope to all of us trying to beat this addiction!!
Said with Love & Respect
God bless you
Dottie
Stop in the local library and just drop a line once in a while!
All the best!!!!
peace,love & granola
jack
Goodbye is too final.
See you, Bish
Love, Kat
Dear Bish,
You will be missed very much around here. I have always enjoyed your posts and kind words. Please know that i will always remember you and what a wonderful person you are. Take care of yourself and if you ever get the opportunity please pop in and let us know how you are, dear friend.

Love and God Bless,
Briana :)