Sorry

Hiya bryn,& bunnyrocker,thanks for your replys,1st of all can i say A BIG SORRY,to bryn.I thought you were saying i had known,about my G/F,bringing some with her,to be honest i would of sxxt,if we`d of been pulled by the authorities,coz theres a problem with 1 of our case`s,i really would!!!Silly girl stashed it in the middle of some cotton wool wadding,i would`nt of let her take the charge.I would of took it for her,all along not knowing what the fxxk,they would of been going on about!!!So again bryn,i`m really sorry,i took it the wrong way,but now thats dealt with,bunnyrockers question,about my G/F stealing,she has been doin it for moons now,i`ve told her,begged her not to,but she doe`s,not anything major,just sxxt,from the local shop,i`ve said do you want your family to find out & have your name in the local rag,but all i get,is that same silent look,she give`s me.
To be honest bunny,i`m not sure how i`m going to play it???But i`m the 1,who goe`s out to score it all,she does`nt know any of my devil mates,but she got hold of it b4,so no doubt she would again???But if,i cut the purse strings,then she see`s i`m not chatting sxxt,about stopping,she may decide to stop,&go down the same road i have,who know`s???I love her so much,& she knows it,but i feel so guilty coz,i was using again & made her feel unloved,so she started,so i feel guilty for both of us really,i just really really want our old life back!!!Right i`m off for now,so my respect to you all,& thanks.
Your girlfriend is lucky to have you! and dont blame yourself for your girlfriend using again because she done it not you. I took the bame for too long for my partners habbit but I know now that its nobody else to blame but the person who does it. No matter what pushes them to it its them that makes the choice to do the do!!

Good luck once again and thanks for your reply. Lets hope you both kick this habbit in.

Lynds xx
WOW i'm shocked you would take the fall for the gf's dope. I remember one time telling my "ex bf" if we ever got caught up i'ld OWN what was mine if he tried to put anything of his on me when i got out i'ld have him beat senseless.