How are things with husband and sub? I hope things are looking up for you; I saw your post the other day and I didn't want you to think I was ignoring you.
I hope things are good for you and you are getting some relief from the insanity of addiction.
Hey Kerry,
No worries. I sometimes forget to respond to people , i don't do it on purpose.
Me and hubby are both still on sub. I have so much stress going on, and i'm just trying to handle it the best i can. We've both got somewhere between 100-110 days, i'll have to check my calender.
Right now we are moving. We don't know where we're going yet, but it will be closer to work, we both drive 40 miles to work each day round trip and the gas is just way too much. we can't afford crap. so moving and not knowing where we're going is straining us both.
I am out of active addiction and that is what i needed. I got real close to the end and don't want to go back. I saw a psychiatrist the other day, but will have to find another one closer to where we're going...
She gave me Rules i have to follow if she's going to treat me and if i break a single one she said she won't work with me anymore. I think she has a problem stereotyping addicts, by something she said... i said i was on sub and she said she didn't take the course because opiate addicts aren't really the kind of people she wants bombarding her office. yea... f her. lol.
she said i would have to attend 3 NA meetings a week,.. for one ex. (i don't have a problem with NA, but with a 2 yr old, and a full time job, and trying to move??? 3 times a week?? hahahah)
i also have to get drug tested everytime i go see her...
and 3rdly, go to therapy with her.
she said i may be bipolar, and but me on a mood stabilizer along with my effexor and wanted to up the dose of effexor but i told her to wait.
well there's my tiny spill.... thanks so much for asking about me. I got a lot on my plate, but i'm moving forward so it will be in the past and i can start taking care of serious business.. ME and my family.
Love ya
stac
No worries. I sometimes forget to respond to people , i don't do it on purpose.
Me and hubby are both still on sub. I have so much stress going on, and i'm just trying to handle it the best i can. We've both got somewhere between 100-110 days, i'll have to check my calender.
Right now we are moving. We don't know where we're going yet, but it will be closer to work, we both drive 40 miles to work each day round trip and the gas is just way too much. we can't afford crap. so moving and not knowing where we're going is straining us both.
I am out of active addiction and that is what i needed. I got real close to the end and don't want to go back. I saw a psychiatrist the other day, but will have to find another one closer to where we're going...
She gave me Rules i have to follow if she's going to treat me and if i break a single one she said she won't work with me anymore. I think she has a problem stereotyping addicts, by something she said... i said i was on sub and she said she didn't take the course because opiate addicts aren't really the kind of people she wants bombarding her office. yea... f her. lol.
she said i would have to attend 3 NA meetings a week,.. for one ex. (i don't have a problem with NA, but with a 2 yr old, and a full time job, and trying to move??? 3 times a week?? hahahah)
i also have to get drug tested everytime i go see her...
and 3rdly, go to therapy with her.
she said i may be bipolar, and but me on a mood stabilizer along with my effexor and wanted to up the dose of effexor but i told her to wait.
well there's my tiny spill.... thanks so much for asking about me. I got a lot on my plate, but i'm moving forward so it will be in the past and i can start taking care of serious business.. ME and my family.
Love ya
stac
I think she has a problem stereotyping addicts, by something she said... i said i was on sub and she said she didn't take the course because opiate addicts aren't really the kind of people she wants bombarding her office. yea... f her. lol.
I know; my sub dr was the same way. Another guy I was seeing too screamed "your an addict" and was so harsh, my baby started crying...
Not all opiate addicts are bad people...it is just a deblitating drug.
I am glad you get some light out of active addiction; that should give you some hope. I absolutely hate moving...I feel for you there. So much stuff to pack...ugh. You don't realize how much junk you have till you try to pack it up and put it in containers...
Keep on trying, you are doing so good. Be honest with the doctor...and most of all, go easy on you.
Hugs
Kerry
I know; my sub dr was the same way. Another guy I was seeing too screamed "your an addict" and was so harsh, my baby started crying...
Not all opiate addicts are bad people...it is just a deblitating drug.
I am glad you get some light out of active addiction; that should give you some hope. I absolutely hate moving...I feel for you there. So much stuff to pack...ugh. You don't realize how much junk you have till you try to pack it up and put it in containers...
Keep on trying, you are doing so good. Be honest with the doctor...and most of all, go easy on you.
Hugs
Kerry
kerry and stace...................HI
i know you dont mind if i post here to........;0 )
"you dont know how much stuff you have until you try to pack it".
EXACKLY..........
i am trying to purge something everyday...............
because one day we are moving out of michigan...........
my dad retires in 10 months from general motors..........and that will free my mom and dad up to move with us..........
of course iam not going no where with out my mom..........;0 )
she wants to go to........
flordia will be fine.........just fine..........
looking for hospitals on the internet..........and stuff like that and apartments
plan to live in an apartment for a while until we figure out whats goin on and then we will find a house in a nice area...........with nice people
i like to be around old people or older people.........
like retired people.........alot better.....for me the older the better....
i love to sit with my old retired neighbors....in their garage on a summer day
or watch him fix something up in his garage.......
they love me and boy do i love them........
stacey..............you have so much on your plate...........
i will be praying for you stacey......for everything to go smoothly for you and that you have a smooth transition..........
you are so strong stacey.
kerry...........have fun in paradise today..........
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
I LOVE YOU
thumper
i know you dont mind if i post here to........;0 )
"you dont know how much stuff you have until you try to pack it".
EXACKLY..........
i am trying to purge something everyday...............
because one day we are moving out of michigan...........
my dad retires in 10 months from general motors..........and that will free my mom and dad up to move with us..........
of course iam not going no where with out my mom..........;0 )
she wants to go to........
flordia will be fine.........just fine..........
looking for hospitals on the internet..........and stuff like that and apartments
plan to live in an apartment for a while until we figure out whats goin on and then we will find a house in a nice area...........with nice people
i like to be around old people or older people.........
like retired people.........alot better.....for me the older the better....
i love to sit with my old retired neighbors....in their garage on a summer day
or watch him fix something up in his garage.......
they love me and boy do i love them........
stacey..............you have so much on your plate...........
i will be praying for you stacey......for everything to go smoothly for you and that you have a smooth transition..........
you are so strong stacey.
kerry...........have fun in paradise today..........
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
I LOVE YOU
thumper
i've been really on the ball at work doing so many things at once. my boss just walked up to my desk. him and i pretty much laugh all day. we have the same type of sick humor... but this time he said. "YOU are doing a really good job" and then i said "But....." and he said "no buts"... and walked off.
I'm cheesin'. ... lol
stac
I'm cheesin'. ... lol
stac
Hi Girls!!
Stac...just wanted to jump in for a second...you are doing so good!! That Dr......who needs people like that in our life....man....@ssholes are like taxi's...wait 5 minutes and there's another one coming!!!
I know you are going through a ton...and moving...its pure hell...they say it ranks up there on the stress scale...right along with death and divorce...hang tight...funny how things work out...especially when were doing the right things!!
Sending some good vibes your way....you are doing so freaking good I could just scream!!!!!
Stac...just wanted to jump in for a second...you are doing so good!! That Dr......who needs people like that in our life....man....@ssholes are like taxi's...wait 5 minutes and there's another one coming!!!
I know you are going through a ton...and moving...its pure hell...they say it ranks up there on the stress scale...right along with death and divorce...hang tight...funny how things work out...especially when were doing the right things!!
Sending some good vibes your way....you are doing so freaking good I could just scream!!!!!
