Starting Stopping Again!

Heroin
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haia,
i know ive been on here a few times over the past few weeks saying,im stopping tomorrow ,or in two days,and i never have but yesterday i just though ,fk this im sick of this life and all the s*** that goes with it(plus the only gear around ids quite s*** on foil,and i dont want to get into banging up),so i took my meth,70 mls,i smoked one bag before bed(and a bottle of wine),didnt sleep to well but i was expecting that,got up took my meth again today,i have had about a bag all day,after nearly seven yrs on the s*** i am not going to say im finding this easy,at all.Its not the physicall s*** i dont feel that bad really,its just my head thats fkd up,all i can think about is the gear,and what a long day,im going to have more meth before bed,well its a startisnt it?
take care
seren
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hello,
feel like s*** this morning............
bye
s
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Alright..S1..stick with it the meth.takes bout an hour to take effect so bear with it until the gear is outta yer system..70ml.should hold you pretty well,is that what yer prescribed daily?maybe get it upped a bit..but the next couple of days are gonna be tough i know but after a week or so you should feel a lot better..and just think it took a long time to get the habit you got so it aint gonna come overnight..getting clean that is.
Take care&keep us posted....Davey