Steve

Pain Pills
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I already posted this in the "happy" thread,but wanted to make sure you saw it this morning,so im going to repost it here.


Good morning Steve,How was your night last night?Did you manage to get ANY sleep.The sleep thing is so tough,your body and mind are so exhausted but you usually just cant sleep.I hope you managed to get SOME.I still have problems with sleeping,i can usually get to sleep pretty good and sleep a few hours,but like this morning,4:30 am im up and wide a wake pacing this quiet house.Congratulations on making it to day 3,hopefully today will be a little bit better than yesterday was.Just remember we're here for you,youre not alone.~KIM
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Hey kim thanks for your words of concern
I did get a few hours last night..I got mad and went to work today glad I did
feel like I sweated alot of it out...ppl at work think I have the flu and am as crazy as a loonfeeling a lil better now hoping tommarow will be a good day
thanks again
Steve
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Glad to see you survived the day,and managed to work too,wow,im in awe.I was a total basket case,took a week off work. You are a very strong person.Day 3 is almost over,hang in there.Youre doing great.Thanks for posting.~KIM
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Steve that is awesome. I do not know about you but I certainly went to work with some pretty awful hangovers.

W/D not much different at least for me as I tended to binge. Always went to work UGHH

Hope you got my note. Just some little things that will help with next few days.

Take care and have the best night you can.

Jeff
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hey jim Thanks so much for your email and words of support I cant tell you ho much they have meant
I like you beat coke and booze in the 80sand I will beat this...I am calling this the purge of 2005
in the last 6 months I have quit cigs after 32 years cold turkey..I caught my partner of 18 years\ cheating so I gave her up cold turkey as well ..and now I am on day three of the perk purge.Now I am not ignoring your advise,, but i think every1 is differnt and I have gotton angry at my sickness and taking a proactive stance..I went to work today on day three... 10 hours for the first 2 I didnt think I could make it then I just got angry at myself and worked harder trying not to think about it( ya ever notice the smell of the perks when you sweat yuk) and I only puked twice all day so I guess im getting better But I learned something today I dont need to be perked up to be good at what i do today on my worse day I was better than most on there best..the guys I work with think I am totaly insane hahahah maybe they are right but to anwser your question I will probly skip the meetings and stick with the board It is very helpful to be able to talk about it to all of you
Thanks
Steve
And yes I do play poker
I have a 12th and 19th in the 2000 player tournys on party poker
made some decent change