Hi people its been 12weeks on my suboxone 24mg and still going strong, it is still hard coz me and the other half just cant stop argueing, at the start o treatment she would constantly still thinking i was using, but who could blame her 11yrs of using and 6yrs with my partner, and alway lieing covering my own a**, as i said who could blame her... I love her with all my heart...
I cant beleive that iv made it this far but the tab's are working, i would start a fight with ma better half just so i could give my self a reson to go score, or if she started it was the perfect time just to say F.U. then walk out the door to score, but now when things get bad its like the last thing on my mind, i just cant beleive it...
Not to say that i have not thought about scoreing but that was in the beginning, i just lost my job 3weeks before christmas and fcuk me i wonted to but i never gave into temptation(ya dancer).
So just to let anyone know who is having a bit o a bad time things can tune around you just have to believe in yourself, you cant rely on other people to get you to a better place thats your job (i have faith in you i know that you can do it)
Woody252
xxxxx
Very, very happy for you, Woody =)
Who doesn't love a bit of good news and an encouraging message? GO YOU!
Peace ~ MomNMore
Who doesn't love a bit of good news and an encouraging message? GO YOU!
Peace ~ MomNMore
I love reading everything you have to say. I'm glad your doing so good and not letting those same things take you out....I was having a hard time and its nice to read that someone has faith in me. :)
Go ahead Woody. Good on you. Congrats.
Ain't it wierd when it finally works? You finally get you don't need to go score cause ya had a fight? It's like we're back to being real live people like the rest of this world.
Please know I am really pleased for you.
You got through one of the hardest parts I think. The fighting, and not being believed. Somebody all looking at your pupils and watching to see if ya nod or scratch. You're right though. Who are we to blame them? BUT BUT BUT you're not using and as time goes on your mate is gonna see it. It's so good when you see they finally albeit slowly trust us.
Keep up the good work. Ya done great.
Love, love the positive post.
Ain't it wierd when it finally works? You finally get you don't need to go score cause ya had a fight? It's like we're back to being real live people like the rest of this world.
Please know I am really pleased for you.
You got through one of the hardest parts I think. The fighting, and not being believed. Somebody all looking at your pupils and watching to see if ya nod or scratch. You're right though. Who are we to blame them? BUT BUT BUT you're not using and as time goes on your mate is gonna see it. It's so good when you see they finally albeit slowly trust us.
Keep up the good work. Ya done great.
Love, love the positive post.
