made it one more day
Hang in there!!!! Stay Strong
Way to go! Keep Strong. That is awsume. How long has it been for you? What are you addicted too?
I have the same question ?
I would like to know a bit more of your
story
I would like to know a bit more of your
story
started with percocet 10 20 day now doc is oxycontin was at upwards of 600 mils a day quit ct about 3 mons ago lasted alnost 3 wks since then ive been doing the odd 1or2 just cant seem to gomore than a couple days without so much pressure,single parent work 6 or7 days a week on edge of loosing evrything and desprately trying to quit own 3 houses probaly gonna loose 2 of them son going to university this year and me imploding finally told my daughter {she 21 live upstair apt. with boyfriend}and give my bank cards so i cant spend my cheques on pills anymore.To little to late?Maybe,would be happy to save house were in,ifi quit is possible.Guess u didnt expect whole life story been very quite about my secret up tell now hoping its not to late.If i make it thru a day on 1 pill i should b able to walk away why i keep slipping?Hard toi live with myself some days still have 2 young ones that need me badly and4 older ones who still love me and just want me to get better if so i stay and fight i have to beet this
Hey your doing good. Give yourself some credit. It doesn't sound like you've hit rock bottom yet and your doing something about it... You have one house to save so many people lose it all and have nowhere to go. Keep up the good work. Keep trying to get down to a low,low amount and then jusr stop. Get some OTC medications like comtrex flu therapy,motrin,immodium ad,multi-vitamins and B-12. You should only need to take that stuff for 1 week or so... Talk to your doctor if you can't sleep at night maybe he can suggest something.
Good luck and welcome to the board! Rae
Good luck and welcome to the board! Rae
Murray..today you are a miracle.
Tomorrow you can be one too.
Stay strong and get some outside support. Do whatever you can to stay clean. It's hard work, but so worth it.
xxx
CG
Tomorrow you can be one too.
Stay strong and get some outside support. Do whatever you can to stay clean. It's hard work, but so worth it.
xxx
CG
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on June 2, 2005 at 12:30pm, Murray lost his battle to Oxycontin, He was found dead by his son and daughter.
We all had been praying for him and trying to be as understanding as we can, as we all loved him dearly.
he will always be sadly missed, and never forgotten.
on June 2, 2005 at 12:30pm, Murray lost his battle to Oxycontin, He was found dead by his son and daughter.
We all had been praying for him and trying to be as understanding as we can, as we all loved him dearly.
he will always be sadly missed, and never forgotten.
God Bless you Murray...RIP. Let us all learn
AMEN,
Also God please bless and watch over his dear children.
LOVE + HUGS
LITTLE H.
Also God please bless and watch over his dear children.
LOVE + HUGS
LITTLE H.
Bless, O God of eternal life,
all who have died
by their own hand.
Grant them peace
from their inner turmoil
and the compassion of your love.
Comfort those who mourn
their loved ones.
Strengthen them to face the questions of pain,
the guilt and anger,
the irreparable loss.
Help us to reach out in love
to others who prefer death
to the choices of life
and to their families who grieve.
Amen.
all who have died
by their own hand.
Grant them peace
from their inner turmoil
and the compassion of your love.
Comfort those who mourn
their loved ones.
Strengthen them to face the questions of pain,
the guilt and anger,
the irreparable loss.
Help us to reach out in love
to others who prefer death
to the choices of life
and to their families who grieve.
Amen.
Oh, that just breaks my heart. That is so sad.
Could be any one of us.... please stay strong and keep close.
CG
CG