Struggling

Hi all im coming up on more time sober then i have been in a while and im shaking cause im scared of what im gonna do i told everyone that i need help and they been totaly supportive but now im getting the urge cause im bored to use and im scared because im a impulsive person meaning i want it i get it whatever the cost and i just trying my hardest and asking the lord to keep my knees strong and my head up high not to kneel down to this evil drug im fighting and its been working i been avoding every location i can it and everyone thats on it but today i went looking thank god the person asnt there the whole time i was fighting with myself
Hold on. Just hold on, thats all you can do.
keep on praying.
Do you go to meetings? see if you can find one in your area and start going.
Karen