hi suzanne how are you? I hate that you are having this trouble I know you must be terribly emotional. those diet pills always made me an emotional basket case. I have always loved speed and these days I really believe that as women if we are not out working and stay at home with our kids we just feel like we have to take care of anything and everything and keep eveything perfect and so forth I have been addicted to amphetamines and actually did some prison time for writing scripts I know how bad it gets suzanne ..<sorry I have been holding my baby niece abd tyoing with my other hand . anyway I realize that the ephedra is just as addictive as other drugs and I have also had drugs effect my health and my teeth and thank God now that I have stayed sober for awhile my dad is going to pay to get thenm fixed I am very excited about that.
anyway I have been clean from drugs for 5 months today and I have had withdrawls from just about evry type of drug thereis to get addicted too the closest to what you are on was dexedrine and Adderall and that was a doozy but I had to kick it the opposite of how I maintained the habit.I took alot of sleeping pills and valium and slept through the worst of the with drawls and you are going to have to accept the fact that some daysd yopu are going to have a messy house and the laundry wont be done everyday and that is OK normal people that have all this stuff done are probably on drugs the same of some sort and it just isnt normal if any of us women are not Super woman and never will be .And that is ok . I probably am not helping too much because I have been very distracted since I have been logged on but i saw Janet <bumps > post that you were in trouble and wanted to let you know I will be here to talk to you anytime ytou need some help. I hope that you will be able to find the strength to make it threough this and I know you will it takes time but it happens.I will talk to you later I have to go cook dinner,love Cristina
Thanks so much you pretty much summed it up...I would love to talk to ya again in more detail....let me know when is it a good time for you.....
just keep checking in Suzanne, we all have guilt and shame about what we have done to ourselves and our loved ones.
To tell you the truth, I have more energy now, than I ever did when I was using. I'm sure that you will go through w/d and feel terrible, but in the long run you will be doing what is best for your health and for your family. I would definately contact a physician before you start to w/d though, they will be in a much better position to be able to tell you what to expect.
To tell you the truth, I have more energy now, than I ever did when I was using. I'm sure that you will go through w/d and feel terrible, but in the long run you will be doing what is best for your health and for your family. I would definately contact a physician before you start to w/d though, they will be in a much better position to be able to tell you what to expect.
Thank you Janet...I appreciate all you advice..it means alot that someone cares and understands
Suzanne
Suzanne
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Rae posted some info about ephedra, it's under my name on the PP forum.
Rae posted some info about ephedra, it's under my name on the PP forum.
I read it thank you....It really helps to talk with you all.....I hope we can more often....
Suzanne
Suzanne
We will Suzanne!
Hi I just got back to the computer and saw that you had stopped on the forum if you are anything like me if you havwe just come to the board for the first time you are probably reading alo9t of stories that are very similar to your own. When you get a little more comfortable going to other forums and stuff I will bump up the thread that has my story in it. I am sure that there are alot of people tgat will be able to relate to you in alot of ways . As women and what we think is expexted of us we tend to all have our vices that have helped us to get through our changes in life it does take a helluva alot energy to take care of a family no doubt and sometimes that to is so overwhelming. I have a daughter that is 11 yrs old . She is currently living with my mom she has custody of Arielle and I am working on that evryday and see her all the time and she stays with me on the weeknds mom and I live 7 minutes apart so it is not so bad .
I was married when I was 19 yrs old and divorced when I was 21 and had a 6 month old baby CRAZY ,,,hold on I have to get my neice out of the tub speaking of crazy thats another story in itself ..be right backCris
I was married when I was 19 yrs old and divorced when I was 21 and had a 6 month old baby CRAZY ,,,hold on I have to get my neice out of the tub speaking of crazy thats another story in itself ..be right backCris
