well yeserday i took half less of subutex than normal im only on 1 0.4mg a day now was 1 and a half what a joke i know i feel stupid telling you all that this small amount still controls me and how i feel after 2 yearsI didnt sleep good at all and woke up at 6.30am to take my subutex Couldnt wait to be honest I am really trying to beat this and keep telling myself im only taking a little amount so whats all the fuss about but when i start to get stomach cramps and sweat then go goosebumpy and legs ache i cant say whats all the fuss about i reckon it may even be a case of mind over matter or is that just wishfull thinking? yup
Anyway i have thought about using herion instead just for a day or 2 to help get off these as ive had more of a problem withthese subutex than i did the herion i only used 10 A DAY i am not thinking of going back to that again just wean of h instead of these subutex i dont know what to do all iknow is that soon i wont have any more subs and cant get any more so im scared i keep getting butterflies in my stomach too whats that all about?
I wish I had the answer for you Cozza, does your doctor know about your symptoms? What does he say?
Redd
That is pretty sad you would rather do Herion than Sub. You would rather withdrawl from H than Sub. Is what I meant. That just goes to show that sub used long term like you've used it probably isn't the best! Man I don't know what to tell you but I feel for your situation! There really isn't much you can do but take a very low dose of sub then quit. I wish I had the magic answer to your problem but I haven't a clue. I would NOT suggest using Herion to get over it though. I would try OTC medications first or find a doctor to help you. I'm here for ya if you need to talk about it don't know if I am much of a help. Take care! Rae
The doc says its all normal its withdrawals your brain is telling you it wants this drug so you have just got to put up with it try relaxation and breathing exercises Thats all the docs says i cant complain really she is nice but i also cant help feeling the way ido right now i just feel like i hate what ive done to myself and want a way out its been took out of my hands now before i always knew i could get subutex now i cant so other than h i havent got much choice really i am trying to beat it but wish there was other thngs i could take to help with the monkey on the back and the chills ect... i cant get nothing from my doc at all and dont know anyone else so ive got no choice really go as long as poss like this and just wait and see thank you for repling x x x
I'm sorry for your pain. Going back to heroin though would only magnify the problem and delay the inevetable, I think you already know that though. Is there any way you could get a few days to yourself where you can hole up and ride it out? You have kids right? Can someone take them for a few days, so you could concentrate on you.
My withdrawl was nothing like that, I was on suboxone for 10 weeks and tapered slow. I had fatigue, but no skin crawls.
Redd
hello redd yes ive got the option of letting some1 look after the kids all weekend will that be long enough? i suposse im just going to have see i could do it from tonight or next weekend i dont know whats best i reckon tonight would be as if i wait till next weekend i may have given in by then but it wont be so hard from next weekend as ill be on only half a tablet instead of 1 if i can do it ill let you know anyway either way it does help coming on here did you? so what was your drug? and how did you feel getting off it?
Cozza..maybe the answer is to do what others tell you instead of trying to do it your way. Our way never worked, that's why we are where we are... You've been on the sub for a long time, it's going to take a long time to get off of it. Just be patient. Take the sub as directed. I know your anxious to get off of it, but it will take a little time. Quiet your mind and breath....
You have the rest of your life to do this right. Going back to H is not the answer.
Love
CG
You have the rest of your life to do this right. Going back to H is not the answer.
Love
CG
