The pull of this drug is sooo strong! This is the second day of being clean and I just feel so crappy.. I no I'm just feeling sorry for myself and that if I could just put myself in a positive frame of mind it'd help, but that's so hard.. I really feel like going out and scoring at the moment but thats not what I want.. I'm looking at my other half too and he looks so sad, I'm sure he's got all this stuff inside (he has too otherwise he wouldn't have turned to this stuff) but he just won't talk to me about it...
We have to do this though otherwise we don't have a future together! The only thing that keeps me going is this message board and the fact that people, plenty of people have gotton through this..
Hope for me please....
Saying some prayers for you. Keep strong! You can do this!
Love,
Susan
Love,
Susan
Thanx Susan,
All I wanna do it go out and score at the moment.. This is just do dam hard.. Only have enought methadone left for tomorrow and do'nt know what we're gonna do then.., Feeling pretty crap at the minute!
But keep praying for me - I do have a guardian angel somewhere, they've raised they're head before, please god they will this time too..
Many thanx......
All I wanna do it go out and score at the moment.. This is just do dam hard.. Only have enought methadone left for tomorrow and do'nt know what we're gonna do then.., Feeling pretty crap at the minute!
But keep praying for me - I do have a guardian angel somewhere, they've raised they're head before, please god they will this time too..
Many thanx......
Very hard to do as a couple. -Plus you guys are doing the mdone as you think you need it everyday??- Is it holding you? Anyway to know how much your doing?? or- Is it pretty much a guess??
When that runs out,which sounds soon- it is really going to get tough.- - but,Im not telling you anything you dont know
Sounds like one of the tougher ways to get clean- but all the best
jack
When that runs out,which sounds soon- it is really going to get tough.- - but,Im not telling you anything you dont know
Sounds like one of the tougher ways to get clean- but all the best
jack
Susan aint spoke for a while as our Robbie might say.Just thinking of ya and Harry&hope alls good in that respect.Take care&have a great festive season.....as ever all the best..........Davey
Lou, sorry I haven't been on here......Bryn, resident freak and bleeding heart.
Man, you surely can do this........you guys need to have a plan or sure.
Easy for me to say, but I got two years and seven months.....I am a sissy la-la.
If I did this you can too......you are right about that pull and you will feel like crap and then BAM you'll be out the other side.
Honestly I don't think any relationship can stand that dope......not together if ya still keep using.......hang on now. Hang on. You want this bad enough.
Beat it.....say no this time and count the days.
Man, you surely can do this........you guys need to have a plan or sure.
Easy for me to say, but I got two years and seven months.....I am a sissy la-la.
If I did this you can too......you are right about that pull and you will feel like crap and then BAM you'll be out the other side.
Honestly I don't think any relationship can stand that dope......not together if ya still keep using.......hang on now. Hang on. You want this bad enough.
Beat it.....say no this time and count the days.
Dear Davey,
Thanks for thinking of me. I've only been popping on here briefly during the past week. For some reason I THINK I'm Mrs. Claus and I had quite a bit of wrapping to do! I had sacks of presents for each of my 3 children and 3 of my grandchildren. Wow! Most days I don't feel old enough to be a grandmother!
Merry Christmas!
Love,
Susan
Thanks for thinking of me. I've only been popping on here briefly during the past week. For some reason I THINK I'm Mrs. Claus and I had quite a bit of wrapping to do! I had sacks of presents for each of my 3 children and 3 of my grandchildren. Wow! Most days I don't feel old enough to be a grandmother!
Merry Christmas!
Love,
Susan
