Yesterday I went out with my friends and had a cook out, it was great and my son enjoyed it.
After leaving and driving home - i instantly started thinking of how his dad should've been there to see him fishing, to see him explore by himself and just to be with his family like he use to and it was really hard to see my friends with their families while mine is missing the father figure..I hate how his dad isnt there like he use to be, we use to love to go out like yesterday and enjoy each others company.
I just really miss him in times like these.. lately I cant get him out of my head... it honestly feels like a part of me is missing and I dont understand why I have these feelings when he doesnt care about me at all...
when does it get easier ?
I assume your husband has a substance abuse problem?
I encourage you to seek out a family suppor program for yourself, and your son. The is Al Anon, NAR Anon, and Al A Teen.
I know hundres of lives who were saved by these programs, to provide comfort over a disease they have absolutly no control over.
For yourself, and your son, is is important you are as healthy as possible.
Please message back if I can ellaborate.
I encourage you to seek out a family suppor program for yourself, and your son. The is Al Anon, NAR Anon, and Al A Teen.
I know hundres of lives who were saved by these programs, to provide comfort over a disease they have absolutly no control over.
For yourself, and your son, is is important you are as healthy as possible.
Please message back if I can ellaborate.
Thank you for commenting and your sources.
Unfortunately in my small community we don't have these type of meetings here - we do have one for alanon and i havent brought myself to go yet ...
I'm seeing a councler this week though to get through this.
Unfortunately in my small community we don't have these type of meetings here - we do have one for alanon and i havent brought myself to go yet ...
I'm seeing a councler this week though to get through this.
