There Goes The Plan

don't you hate it when you think you have taken care of things and you start doing what you need to get you life together and on track and then something happens. i have just started going to aadac and have been seening another cousilor on the side, plus the stress of not being able to find enough work and i get sick. not anything light either. here i am trying to deal with addiction and now am on motrin 600 and i still hurt. i want more. i'm ready to move up a level in the pain medication. but maybe part of that is because there are some very serious possiblities that may be in my future. and i'm not dealing well at all. how do you stay clean when you are driven to it by health and doctors?
That just sucks....I hear you TC....I'm sorry you're in pain.

There was just a 20/20 show or something on like that regarding pain management, and the guy got strung out.....they swore he was selling the drugs....like nobody could do that many whatever's of morphine...HELLO.

I know....I struggle with migraines, and there's been two where I like F*^K this.
I'm going to get some heroin....I mean I made it, but like yeah....here some Motrin....hate it....hate it.hate it.

Sorry I can't help, but you are not alone.