Things Are Feeling Better!!

First of all I would like to thank everyone for posting, worrying and asking where I have been. I am truly flattered that so many people give a sh*t about me. It really touched me when I logged in and saw those posts.

Right firstly...Kevin is talking to his sister again and his made the first step to make things right with his Mum again which I truly believe was getting him down more than anything else. He felt so alone and felt he had nothing apart from myself and my daughter. Anyway I feel better for him that he has text them both and atleast its one step closer to happiness for him.

We are going to stay with her in 2 weeks and Kevin is going to be doing some work for her. She lives in Manchester so its about 2 1/2 hours away from us so will be a nice break although we cant go while Kevin is still using so he will either have to sort himself out or I am going on my own and he knows it!

I had a night out on Friday and you know what it made me feel so so good. I had hundreds of men approaching me asking me for my number etc. one even tried a kiss but he got told where to go. See no matter what he does I am still faithfull to him!! I got told about 20 times that I looked like Lilly Allen....Is this a compliment??? lol

I have sorted all my clothes out because nothing fits me anymore so I am putting it all on Ebay...out with the old and in with the new!!

I have also had a clearout in the house and I have a feeling,,,just a feeling that I am going to get offered a house very very soon. I had a dream too that I got one.

And best of all I got offered a job, 14k a year, 1500 bonus a quarter and a very good finance company. They are really interested in me and am so excited that I may be going back to work!! Fingers crossed for me.

Anyway gonna get back onto getting things on ebay cos my a** is sore...have been sitting for 4 hours now....yaaawwwwnnnn.

Speak soon and thanks again for everyones concern xx
Phew, so very glad ya popped on to aleviate all our worries.

Fantastic, Bunny about the job offer.

You just e-bay away, honey and I hope ya get your prices.

Bunny Rocker, you give so much, and always are here for people that seek help or just a kind word. It's karma babes. As words and sentiment just showed you of course we give a s*it. LOL And how. You are a good egg, Bunny.

Oh fighting off the men folk, huh? A kiss? The nerve of that stranger, but who could blame him? He wanted a piece of the chick we all know here who is full of life, empathy, compassion and he felt that. Tough! No pushing our Bunny Rocker into smooching when she ain't needing that.

Bunny, I see it as of course you are faithful to your man, but it's so much more. It's your morals, and loyalty. You are faithful to YOU! You got your self-esteem.

BTW, not to preach or even pretend to know, but please, please, please be good to you and your body. To your heart and head. If all those clothes are too big I am praying you don't keep losing weight. You know what I mean.

Editted to say I hope it's alright I just said that. Hope I was not being pushy. It's cause I care.
Wow! Lilly Allen, Huh? She's a beauty BR, you must be a looker...

Go you on the job thing. Congrats, having a good salary gives you independence, confidence, and opportunity. Like Bryn said, though, you take care of you because you deserve it and because someone little is counting on her mum.

Peace out, BR~:~MomNMore
That's fantastic Bunny! It's so good to hear you sounding really positive :o)

Maddy x
Do you really think Lilly Allen is a looker?? I think she is kinda wierd looking...lol and very strange!! I am strange though!!...lol.

Hey Bryn...I aint loosing any more weight. Most of the clothes are from years ago and I kept them hoping to fit them again and now I have gone right past that and dont even fit them...lol. I aint super skinny...am in a UK 12. Thats average here in UK. Not a chunkers either...lol...except for my big nitty titties...lol. Hoping to get rid of them though...lol.

I aint getting much for my things on ebay but atleast its something and I will just buy new for next to nothing from someone else on Ebay. Something that fits hopefully.

Will someone please tell me how to put pictures on here???? xxx
Hehe same as me, dropped from a 16 to a 12, first time I've been a size 12 since I was 12 years old!!! I should stick my clothes on ebay too, good thinking :o)
Yeh believer you should. I been a 14 for sooo long...even b4 I had my daughter. Last time I was size 12 was years and years ago!!

You should stick all them clothes on ebay and then treat yourself with the profits. Honestly there aint no better way to loose weight than stress!!! Best diet I ever done!! but not if ya know wot am saying!! xx
Yeah that and the smoking! Hey you wanna hear something funny? Well actually it's not really funny but it's dramatic irony...

My mum noticed my yellow fingers yesterday and asked if I been smoking, I said yeah a bit (ok, it's more than a bit!). I got a lecture off my dad bout how my two grandads died of lung and throat cancer, then my mum asked if my boyfriend is a smoker, i said yeah (she doesnt know he's an addict), she said "maybe you could try and persuade him to give up"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One thing at a time eh mum?!!!
Lol..that is funny because my Dad is the same. He is always moaning at Kevin to give up smoking, how bad they are for ya...blah blah blah and I know he dont mean bad but I feel like saying you worry about you and I will worry about me and so on...I mean cvome on...so much pressure from him that I am 24 and wont even tell him that I am smoking again!! and to top it off imagine if he knew what Kevin was up to???? Oh my god. Wen Kevin was clean of heroin and my Dad was aving a moan about smoking...Kevin said he felt like saying just chill and smoke this with me.....pulling out a big fat spliff!!! lol

This keyboard is driving me mad cos my H keeps sticking...aaahhhh and my daughter is screaming in my ears!!!!