Things Are Ok Today

Heroin
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Hi everyone well heres whats going on--I have moved out of the transitional living i was in because of all the shady stuff going on andi was tired of being fearfull of being dishcharged because of the inconsistency in the rules there--i got so much good out of living ther i really did, but things were beginning to get so bad it was effecting me more bad than good--so although i left 3 weeks before graduation and i moss my friends and all the comraderie i just had to go and now im gonna move into a second chance program where you get your own 2 story townhome and they help you with whatever you need help with--it seems like an awesome program well see though--i thought that about the last place--but with the last place i had seriouse reservations in the beginning with this new place it all feels right and good and they seem to have the right ideas about how you are suppposed to treat people--they say its a hand up not a hand out--i like that i dont feel ready to get my own place in a regular apartment complex ive never been able to do that without falling back into my old habits like using,depression,sleeping,anger,bad relationships, ECT... I need more structure untill it becomes natural to me--what do you all think?? im gonna get my own computer asap, till them ill be spoatic but dont think ive abandoned my peeps--your the best addiction ive ever had--all my love and respect to all of you out there going throught this stuff with me--thanks a million for putting up with my whiney self
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That's fantastic Amity. So proud of you. Hope it all works out brilliantly for you, you deserve it so much.

Much love, Maddy x x x
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Good for you, Amity! It sounds like a really good move for you and you sound like you know what you want out of this. I really couldn't be any happier for you. All good things to you - it's your turn, girl. Go get what you really want.

Happiness and Peace~MomNMore
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Yo, yo chicklet there ya go.......it sounds really good this place.

I give ya mad respect, Amity knowing what you can and can't handle.......you're taking it all in stride.

No flies on you, Sister friend.......only all good things for you in your new place.
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Great news Amity, about time too for ya!! yeah that structure in your life makes all the diffrence,. eh? If that new place feels right for you deep down it will be. Keep us posted, all the best. Take care Amity, Kev
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y'all are the best, i find myself missing you guys with all your silliness and seriousness--thanks for always saying just what i need to hear--i miss my friends and im feeling lonely which is a huge trigger for me--I dont think im gonna use but moving and getting aquainted with a new place has always been majorly difficult for me--how is everyone in recovery-land--seems like a few have been MIA--hope all is ok--
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Don't be lonely Amity...we're here for you. Your new home will soon be a place of comfort and retreat for you.

Much love,
Maddy x
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Amity, you're doing Great, you should be proud of yourself... i know all the moving will be stressful, but you if things are ok today the will be even better in aweek, month.... better n better... Take care, Kev
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Alone or lonely, Amity?

You got us of course. Hey, we like your company. Maybe you should start enjoying your own company, babes. You're an interesting chickie.

PLUS you're identifying just what your triggers are. If ya ask me that is freaking awesome, girl. Hang in there. I'm mad proud of ya chica. You got gumption. Just don't use and all will be right with the world.

Muawhhhhhh!