I have ben vomiting for 15 hours...have to go to the Dr. after 2....this is a drug reaction not withdrawal/I have tried so hard...I feel like I am being punished..WTH? I can' take anymore guys....too sick.
Between wd's and med. reaction I feel like I am gonna die.....what is wrong?
Oh Darling,Im so so sorry your going through this & I pray your NOT upset with me.
I did(I know over stepped my bounds)& spoke with him this morning & let him know you are having a hell of a hard time(vomiting & such)
Again over stepped myself & question him about Sub & Benzos.
I did tell him(please dont get upset)what hell youve been through(as far as rehab,health struggles & such)
Sharon,please know I know you are hurting,scared & probaly really miffed.But he did agree once you get at "your level"you will feel so much better.
If you want me to go or meet you there for moral support please let me know.
I want to help S
Love little....s
Edited to say...Hun I wouldnt even TRY to guess whats wrong as Im not a Dr.But I do want to say(though I know its hard)TRY NOT to worry & stress.Let the Dr drive the ship for a bit.With him you can & I hope you will LAY it all out,your fears,concerns etc.I do know he will help however he can to get you on the right path
And YES I was kinda miffy & told him....Look I recommended you because I believe you can help her,shes gone through so much & is such a great woman That I expect him you give you 110%
Try to hang on sweety,Its 11:30 now
Let me know HOW I CAN HELP
I did(I know over stepped my bounds)& spoke with him this morning & let him know you are having a hell of a hard time(vomiting & such)
Again over stepped myself & question him about Sub & Benzos.
I did tell him(please dont get upset)what hell youve been through(as far as rehab,health struggles & such)
Sharon,please know I know you are hurting,scared & probaly really miffed.But he did agree once you get at "your level"you will feel so much better.
If you want me to go or meet you there for moral support please let me know.
I want to help S
Love little....s
Edited to say...Hun I wouldnt even TRY to guess whats wrong as Im not a Dr.But I do want to say(though I know its hard)TRY NOT to worry & stress.Let the Dr drive the ship for a bit.With him you can & I hope you will LAY it all out,your fears,concerns etc.I do know he will help however he can to get you on the right path
And YES I was kinda miffy & told him....Look I recommended you because I believe you can help her,shes gone through so much & is such a great woman That I expect him you give you 110%
Try to hang on sweety,Its 11:30 now
Let me know HOW I CAN HELP
I talked to him and he also thinks I may need to stop it...gotta see him later. Too sick..gotta go...S
Sharon, I hope that you get to feeling better soon....I'm praying for you.
Sharon I will say a prayer & if you feel you'd like me to meet you there please either call or email me.I really dont want you to feel alone with this.
And no its not my feeling guilty,it me just being the friend that you know ok?
Huny Im sorry your NOT feeling good & will do whatever I can
If you want to call,to vent,to cry to talk,email me & I promise to sign right off
s
And no its not my feeling guilty,it me just being the friend that you know ok?
Huny Im sorry your NOT feeling good & will do whatever I can
If you want to call,to vent,to cry to talk,email me & I promise to sign right off
s
Sharon I really think you need to give this a chance. you were feeling great after the first couple of mgs.
In my opinion if it were the sub, you would have gotten sick immediately after taking it and then with the next dose as well.
It could be a bug, or you took too much at once last night or this morning, I really think if you stick with the 2 mg increases your body will level out.
This is why I said take smaller doses you can always go up but you cant come back down.
good luck. What dose did you take last night before 1?
In my opinion if it were the sub, you would have gotten sick immediately after taking it and then with the next dose as well.
It could be a bug, or you took too much at once last night or this morning, I really think if you stick with the 2 mg increases your body will level out.
This is why I said take smaller doses you can always go up but you cant come back down.
good luck. What dose did you take last night before 1?
Brooke,though I know I kinda over stepped my bounds I did question him(as I had an appt at 9 this morning)about being on Xanax & Sub & I said to him,I know if someone is going to be on Sub,Drs usually will switch thier patient to at least Klonapin.
I really feel it may be from her Xanax,& not the Sub,as your right I feel it would of reacted right away.
Please say a prayer for our beautiful Sharon
Lord knows shes gone through so much
Molly
I really feel it may be from her Xanax,& not the Sub,as your right I feel it would of reacted right away.
Please say a prayer for our beautiful Sharon
Lord knows shes gone through so much
Molly
i am thinking about ya sharon...........
BIG HUGS.........
goos luck with the sub doctors................
i know nothing about sub sharon..........
but i do know how terrrible it feels to be sick............
God Bless you my friend..........
your gonna get through this sharon.....
its just a season.........
i pray for you..
love u
thumper
BIG HUGS.........
goos luck with the sub doctors................
i know nothing about sub sharon..........
but i do know how terrrible it feels to be sick............
God Bless you my friend..........
your gonna get through this sharon.....
its just a season.........
i pray for you..
love u
thumper
Damn Sharon...I went right to my computer this morning to check on you. This is really not the way you envisioned this is it? Damn....I just don't know what to say..other than I am so sorry that you are still suffering.
Your Doctor couldn't see you any earlier?? Vomiting all night...he should have squeezed you in first thing. With all the crap we hear about what happens in Er's who wants to put themselves through that!
I am so cranky.....all of this just sucks. Good luck at the Doctor honey, I hope you will get some answers and better yet some relief!!
Your Doctor couldn't see you any earlier?? Vomiting all night...he should have squeezed you in first thing. With all the crap we hear about what happens in Er's who wants to put themselves through that!
I am so cranky.....all of this just sucks. Good luck at the Doctor honey, I hope you will get some answers and better yet some relief!!
Please Sharon,let us know how the Dr appointment went.
I tend to agree with Brooke,i think it was just too much sub... smaller doses of 2mg go so much easier,at least they do for me.I cant take large doses,they mess me right up!
Hopefully the Dr and you will figure it out,i would hate to think its a reaction and now you cant take the sub after all youve been through,you deserve some relief ASAP!~KIM
I tend to agree with Brooke,i think it was just too much sub... smaller doses of 2mg go so much easier,at least they do for me.I cant take large doses,they mess me right up!
Hopefully the Dr and you will figure it out,i would hate to think its a reaction and now you cant take the sub after all youve been through,you deserve some relief ASAP!~KIM
Aloha Sharon,
I hope you are back now and doing ok. I am thinking about you.
This is such an amazing example of how different we really all are and how everyone reacts to drugs pharmaceutical or street, differently.
For me, I do much better at the larger dose right off the bat. 8mgs in the morning and I am done for the day and I never give it another thought...strange isn't it.
I was tapering and was at 4mgs. I was doing ok...but not great, as on the 8mgs. I had a long chat with my Doctor and he told me to stop messing around and to stay at 8mgs. He said he was happy that I cut from 12mgs but definitely doesn't want me F*ing around with it (his words).
He wants me to continue on my 12 step work and therapy and NOT worry about coming off right now. He reminded me that he is in charge.
I can't stress enough about how very important it is to find a good Doctor...one that you trust implicitly and work with him/her.
In any event....I know everyone says this...and I know that they are and do....but I am praying for you!!
I hope you are back now and doing ok. I am thinking about you.
This is such an amazing example of how different we really all are and how everyone reacts to drugs pharmaceutical or street, differently.
For me, I do much better at the larger dose right off the bat. 8mgs in the morning and I am done for the day and I never give it another thought...strange isn't it.
I was tapering and was at 4mgs. I was doing ok...but not great, as on the 8mgs. I had a long chat with my Doctor and he told me to stop messing around and to stay at 8mgs. He said he was happy that I cut from 12mgs but definitely doesn't want me F*ing around with it (his words).
He wants me to continue on my 12 step work and therapy and NOT worry about coming off right now. He reminded me that he is in charge.
I can't stress enough about how very important it is to find a good Doctor...one that you trust implicitly and work with him/her.
In any event....I know everyone says this...and I know that they are and do....but I am praying for you!!
Sharon??
Just wondering how you are?
Thinking about you?
Wishing you the best!
I hope you are sleeping comfortably..you have had a couple of rough days.
Check in!! Okay
Just wondering how you are?
Thinking about you?
Wishing you the best!
I hope you are sleeping comfortably..you have had a couple of rough days.
Check in!! Okay
