This Is My Story

WELL THEY DONT TALK MUCH ABOUT THE DANGERS OF METH AND OR THE LONG TERM SIDE EFFECTS- BUT I CAN TELL YOU A LITTLE ABOUT WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH-IM 22 NOW AND WHEN I WAS 16 OR SO I MET THIS GUY AT A RAVE WHO HAD JUST MOVED HERE FROM SAN DIEGO WHERE METH IS BIG- AT 18 I STARTED SNIFFING AND SMOKING IT- I MOVED OUT AND GOT AN APARTMENT WITH HIM- MY YOUNGER SISTER ABD COUSIN ENDED UP HOOKED ALSO- MY BOYFRIEND AT THAT TIME WAS SELLING IT SO WE WERE GOING OVERTHE BORDER TO TORONTO AND DOWN TO ATLANTS EVERY OTHER WEEK PICKING UP OUNCES- IT GOT SO BAD, I WAS 5 7 AND 120 POUNDS, I NEVER WANTED TO SEE MY FAMILY ANY MORE CUZ THEY ALWAYS COMMENTED ON MY WEIGHT-BY THE TIME I WAS 20 I WAS SHOOTING AT LEAST A GRAM OF THE PUREST METH AND WAS SO PARANOID THST I RARELY LEFT THE APARTMENT UNLESS I WAS GOING OUT TOT PICK UP OR SPEND LARGE AMOUNTS OF MONEY ON THINGS THST WE DID NOT NEED, I QUIT MY JOB, DUE TO MY PARANOI, BEGGED HIM TO STOP AND HE WOULD NOT SO I LEFT- I DID METH A FEW TIMES AFTER THAT BUT USED HEROIN TO COME DOWN OR SHOT IT ALL UP TOGETHER- MY EX IS NOW IN PRISON-I HAVE BEEN CLEAN FROM ALL DRUGS FOR 7 MONTHS, BUT I HAVE GAINED ABOUT 80 POUNDS DUE TO MY OWN INCARCERATION- I USED TO HAVE TROUBLE GETTING OUT OF BED AND THE WITHDRAWL OF A METH USER CAN BE BAD-IT WAS FOR ME- IF ANYONE HAS ANY SPECIFIC QUESTIONS REGARDING THE USE OF METH PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO ASK ME-
I know someone who I am absolutley positive that they are doing meth but they are still quite large. What does that mean, if anything?
What's the first step in helping someone who has admitted they are using? But is unsure if he wants help? My family is all aware of my 18 year old brothers use and has told him are hands are out when he needs us. I am seeking counseling myself to learn more about meth. use and how I can help him. Please let me know if you have any advice. Thank You very much
my husband is 6'3 and 275 and doing it for over a year. About a year ago whenI first relized there was a problem he was down 65pounds in about two months. Now he eats but that is to try and convince me that he isn't doing anything. He also keeps weight on now because he craves sugar. He will in one day actually eat 2 boxes of popsicles and a big bag of m&m's, a container of ice cream, and I don't know how many reese's cups. All sugar all the time. That's everyday. I belive he likes the ice cream and popsicles because he is so hot all the time. He freezes us to death in this house. Windows open in the winter, air conditioning when it's 60 outside and fans running all the time.