Well,
It has been a week since I decided I would not drink, One day at a time. I feel marvellous. I have started excersisng again, after not having done so for three years. My eyes are bright and there is a bounce in my step.
Last night after a lovely dinner out my partner and I were talking about the wedding party invitations { I know, I know, but better late than never} when it dawned on me why I really don"t feel good about this party business. Hence, dragging on sending out invitations.
I have lost or left so many people throughout my life that I have only one freind of my own to invite. Its almost like I dropped out of the sky and landed where I am without much of a history ie freinds. I was too busy with the drama of booze and pills to focus on important things like fostering freindships and now I sit feeling like a bit of loser with this.
Do you think it's too late to just take the family out for dinner? We've only mentioned the wedding party to people and that they would be invited and I guess as the bride I can change my mind. Or am I just being silly about the whole thing. I'm of to work but any thoughts would be great.
Wendy
If you want a dinner i say go for it!!!!!!!!!!! i;m so proud of you !!!! your doing great
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