Man I cant believe its was years ago that I found recovery again. Its been a fight but 3 yrs ago I started suboxone and boom within a week felt like a new man. Within 2 months beat a 200+ oxy problem 8-20 mg of xanax drinking gambling t*** bars among other activities. Shopping sprees over eating and basically was trying to kill as I was so depressed. My story has progressed to where today I can honestly say come July I will have one yr of NON DEPRESSION.
Beating my depression has been the hardest thing i AHVE EVER DONE.
In the past 3 yrs I give up a lot to get to where i am today. I miss my girls so much.
I miss a lot of things but have started a new life.
All i know is If I can do it anybody can.
My story is typical. JMO if you want something bad enough well you can do it. I look back at myself June 2004 to today sitting here with my daughter watching the movie she is the man?
I am having dinner tonight with my parents which i cherish as who knows how much time we all have left together.
I am living again and quite grateful for my first suboxone doctor who really educated me. I kinda had the rest of the tools. Just had to apply them.
Life is GOOD.
Jeff
Jeff though you & I dont always agree on recovery issues we have a certain amount of respect for each other & man can we have a good debate.
With all that said............
Jeff you rock & 3 years is something to be so proud of.I may not know you in person but I can honestly say...Im so very PROUD OF YOU
Keep reaching out,helping others & helping yourself
With love
Sabrina
With all that said............
Jeff you rock & 3 years is something to be so proud of.I may not know you in person but I can honestly say...Im so very PROUD OF YOU
Keep reaching out,helping others & helping yourself
With love
Sabrina
Congrats Jeff....3 years is awesome!
Take care,
Stacey
Take care,
Stacey
Congratulations Jeff. You give me hope that I can be where you are 3 years from now. Enjoy your time with your daughter.
Shelly
Shelly
Jeff!
Thanks for all you give to recovery! Your story is a powerful one. I think your the man!!
Good for you...life is fantastic clean and sober! Recovery looks good on you.
Fight the good fight!
First official day of summer for the little one and we are off for some fun in the sun!!!
Thanks for all you give to recovery! Your story is a powerful one. I think your the man!!
Good for you...life is fantastic clean and sober! Recovery looks good on you.
Fight the good fight!
First official day of summer for the little one and we are off for some fun in the sun!!!
Shelly I look back at what transpired to me since 1976 to 1998 when i started back due to misdiagnosed of bone on bone and this started my Oxycontin abuse-as I met someone long story. Ironic he was my insurance broker talked me into Life insurance as I had just had another child and he led me to droxy. Well droxy killed him as his habit was out of control and he Dr shopped and etc
Oxycontin for me was a miracle at the beginning. Where it took me was Holy sheet
Shelly my real birthday The way I see recovery is July 1988--as my D.O.C is coke.
I confuse people as I kind of have 3 stories. The coke will be with me till the day I die. No way I can ever be in the same room or hang with anybody no matter how badly I want someone 9This Past 3 yrs I almost relapsed) but I ran from this person thank god.
I will tell you Shelly recently in early oxy recovery I fell for a girl who almost led me to drugs again. I ran from her well crawled. I chose to give up this? young sexy woman as she was leading me right back to 1987.
God honest she dated my good friend after me and he had a heart attack -?almost died. All due to her and her lifestyle. He is one of us but he could not say no to the sex. This woman is one gorgeous giving fun crazy girl.
Anyway Shelly I am very proud of where I was in 87 and today? 2 daughters a healthy relationship with my EX and working hard on the anger issue.
I work my arse off at my jobs--recovery and sales
Down to 100 mg of seroquel soon to be 50 mg. Determined to get off the seroquel.
Man it has me by the short hairs.
'
Man seroquel is a %%*%(to beat.--awful side effects.
Shelly Take care you can do anything you put your mind to.
Jeff
Oxycontin for me was a miracle at the beginning. Where it took me was Holy sheet
Shelly my real birthday The way I see recovery is July 1988--as my D.O.C is coke.
I confuse people as I kind of have 3 stories. The coke will be with me till the day I die. No way I can ever be in the same room or hang with anybody no matter how badly I want someone 9This Past 3 yrs I almost relapsed) but I ran from this person thank god.
I will tell you Shelly recently in early oxy recovery I fell for a girl who almost led me to drugs again. I ran from her well crawled. I chose to give up this? young sexy woman as she was leading me right back to 1987.
God honest she dated my good friend after me and he had a heart attack -?almost died. All due to her and her lifestyle. He is one of us but he could not say no to the sex. This woman is one gorgeous giving fun crazy girl.
Anyway Shelly I am very proud of where I was in 87 and today? 2 daughters a healthy relationship with my EX and working hard on the anger issue.
I work my arse off at my jobs--recovery and sales
Down to 100 mg of seroquel soon to be 50 mg. Determined to get off the seroquel.
Man it has me by the short hairs.
'
Man seroquel is a %%*%(to beat.--awful side effects.
Shelly Take care you can do anything you put your mind to.
Jeff
Way to go Jeff!!! Three years is huge.
Congradulations, Jeff!
Wtg on three years!
xxxxoooo
Wtg on three years!
xxxxoooo
Congratulations Jeff on your 3 years.What a ride its been huh?
But youve hung in there,and youre doing it,day by day.Very powerful stuff to watch,thanks for having shared it all with us!~KIM
But youve hung in there,and youre doing it,day by day.Very powerful stuff to watch,thanks for having shared it all with us!~KIM
way to go you goofball
go cubs
go cubs
O.K Fire man--LMAO
Youre still whacko but you deserve your kudos for 3 years! :)
Donna you have no idea how Whacko I really am.
Have a good night
Jeff
Have a good night
Jeff
Congrats Jeff, Three years is awesome. Shantel
From one whacko to another....congratulations Jeff. Quite an impressive recovery thus far ! Hey, I'm glad I've discovered I'm never alone with this Seroquel Syndrome. LOL
Drugfree2004-07. Most excellent.
Congratulations!
Regards,
Gina
Congratulations!
Regards,
Gina
I am so Mad at myself about the serequal. But then i remember it kind of saved my sanity and enabled me to get healthy.
My recovery has been filled with on off bla bla you name it any type of drug starting in 76--
But serequel? I cant tell you how messed up it got me. I used to take 300-500 at the beginning. 300mg for the most part 3yrs of it--So now I start another battle as I MUST get off it.
But the side effects? my Blood diabetes constipation-weight gain its poison to me and now I am just determined to get off it. I am going to try to get to 50mg -75mg this month.
Jeff
My recovery has been filled with on off bla bla you name it any type of drug starting in 76--
But serequel? I cant tell you how messed up it got me. I used to take 300-500 at the beginning. 300mg for the most part 3yrs of it--So now I start another battle as I MUST get off it.
But the side effects? my Blood diabetes constipation-weight gain its poison to me and now I am just determined to get off it. I am going to try to get to 50mg -75mg this month.
Jeff
Try not to be so hard on yourself Jeff, this medication is a biotch.....served it's purpose......allow the universe to unfold as it should....
peace,
D
peace,
D

However, you continuing addiction to the New York Mets is certainly a clear demonstration blah blah blah