Thru The Valley Of Stupidness, The Shadow Of Shame

Sub doesn't work unless you are working a strong recovery program. Without that, the sub is a crutch.
Lisa....as someone who has used Sub for...2+ years...I must agree.When I first got onto it...I thought great...Im clean,Im in recovery.If only it were that easy.Being on Sub didnt stop me from abusing a "different"type of drug.
It was after almost dying,and chasing alot of good supportive people away,that I FINALLY took the responsability for myself.
Im proud to say,Ive been decreasing....very slowly but for the first time in my life...Im starting to believe that I CAN LIVE CLEAN.Remember how I always thought Id be on Sub?...Who knows it may come to that(at a very low dose)But until I make a real effort to try Ill never know
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Thanks for all ur good advice,

Tuesday there is an NA meeting I used to like and I am planning on going (even though I wont feel like it & already hear the back of my mind saying, why bother). It has worked for so many others........