Well hello my friends.I just got in writing mode so this may end up being verbal vomit but trust me my heart is in the right place.
I have been thinking back to this time last year.I was still going CRAZY with the Ultram & never ever thought it would end.I remember so many mornings with the GOOS GROUP just posting & posting & posting.I am so thankful for finding this board & even more thankful to the GREAT people on here who have ALWAYS helped me.
I dont know if you guys remember this but last year was real horriable Christmas wise,I just didnt want to deal with that or life.WOW what a difference a year can make!!
I feel so much stronger than I ever have & I am thinking (daliey)of ways of going further in my recovery.I wish I could make a list of all the "GOOS" but ya know what????I care for all of you.Words could never explain the love I feel from this board & how much you have all played a part in my recovery.YOU EACH in your own ways feel like family to me & I hope I have somehow helped some of you also.
To be an addict SUCKS to stay an addict is just crazy
So to all the people who have been a part of my life this past year I just NEED to thank you.
To all the newbies..there is a good clean life,it takes time but than again ANYTHING worth while always does.You can make a better life for yourselfs & you can beat your addictions.
So after all that I guess I just want to say...
HAVE A GREAT HOILIDAY
I hope you all have a hoiliday filled with lots of laughter & love.
MERRY CHRISTMAS.......mj
what can we say ,,,,were claen ,,its great .....love you ,,and merry day to you,,poopie
MollyJean...
You should be proud of yourself that you made it this far. I never thought I would be opiate-free, because I was so obssessed with it. Now that my brother is gone, along with his madness of meth addiction, I don't feel the panicky need to use opiates or alcohol. A couple of days, especially around the holidays, I craved alcohol, but I know what will happen if I abuse alcohol. Don't want to go there again. You and your advice has helped me considerably. I just wanted to thank you.
Love,
Blah
You should be proud of yourself that you made it this far. I never thought I would be opiate-free, because I was so obssessed with it. Now that my brother is gone, along with his madness of meth addiction, I don't feel the panicky need to use opiates or alcohol. A couple of days, especially around the holidays, I craved alcohol, but I know what will happen if I abuse alcohol. Don't want to go there again. You and your advice has helped me considerably. I just wanted to thank you.
Love,
Blah
Molly,
It's hard to believe its been a year already since you stopped the Ultram. Isn't it? I remember all the good times on the Good Morning threads. Seems like so long ago. Were getting old-LOL
Thank you very much for the Christmas card and the newspaper articles on Dina. I will read through them when I have time. She is a miracle and so lucky to be alive. Thank you for your continued friendship MJ. You know I am always here for you whenever you need me.
Oh real quick before I get going. When Billy brought the mail in he says. Oh so you have someone sending you cards addressing it RaeBunny huh? LOL I knew it was you but I told him yeah give me my mail, that is my long distant boyfriend-LOL Then I read him the card and it's not like he doesn't know all about you. I have talked about you a lot over the past year. All good things of course:-0)
Have a Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
Love ya , Rae Bunny
It's hard to believe its been a year already since you stopped the Ultram. Isn't it? I remember all the good times on the Good Morning threads. Seems like so long ago. Were getting old-LOL
Thank you very much for the Christmas card and the newspaper articles on Dina. I will read through them when I have time. She is a miracle and so lucky to be alive. Thank you for your continued friendship MJ. You know I am always here for you whenever you need me.
Oh real quick before I get going. When Billy brought the mail in he says. Oh so you have someone sending you cards addressing it RaeBunny huh? LOL I knew it was you but I told him yeah give me my mail, that is my long distant boyfriend-LOL Then I read him the card and it's not like he doesn't know all about you. I have talked about you a lot over the past year. All good things of course:-0)
Have a Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
Love ya , Rae Bunny
MJ, Goos Evening, chica! I do remember this time last year and where you were with the Ultram. I was still somewhat new here and just getting to know you, and I knew you were having a very hard time. I am thrilled that you are way past that stage of your life now, and things are looking up for you in many areas of your life.
WOW! So much has happened around here this past year, I can get nostalgic thinking about it all, too. We have all been through a lot together, huh? All of us addicts and our addictions who became close friends through our common problem........it still amazes me. But I love you all, and especially our coffee group, who I spent so many hours with this past year. Thank you all, from the bottom of my heart, for always being there for me, and for each other, and for showing me that you can find love on the internet.
You have all played a huge part in this chapter of my life, and you all helped me get through some of the toughest days I have ever had. For that, I will never forget you, and I will always be grateful to each and every one of you.
I hope you all have the merriest of Christmas's. Each of you deserve all the peace and happiness this world has to offer, and since I can't wrap that up and give it to you, I sure hope God does it for me.
Take care of yourselves. Merry Christmas, Beaners.
Love, Carol
You're one of the winners, Molly!! We are all so proud of you!
Love, Kat
Love, Kat