Hey Clancy -
Yes, you are right, I am Marie from Sebring, FL - sorry I didnt post to you sooner to clear up matters - I had some REALLY bad news the night before last. Still kinda in shock, but dont want to go into that on the board.
In a way, you and I are alot alike. I'm the one "usually" that does all the "coddling" or try to make people feel all "warm and fuzzy" as everyone calls it. I guess I'm one of the ones who balance out the board. I try to give the best advice I can (not that I've been in recovery that long at all) on again/off again - but I DO try to be nice to people. Then, I hand them over to Sharon or Cowgirl for their "tough love":o) (just kidding, girls). Oh, sorry I forgot Teresa!!!
Alot of people here, including yourself have way more time or experience than I do. I'm trying to stay neutral here, stay positive and stay focused on recovery - I dont think anyone likes to argue or fight here (imagine that) - I can see both sides of the "argument" going on and pretty much understand both sides. It would be pretty boring here if everyone here had the same opinion on things, now wouldnt it??
I've been here since the beginning of August. Just had to "re-register" do to alot of computer problems.
Your so lucky to have all those years of clean time. You can give alot of support/advice here. I think I told you before that I thought you were a great addition to the board. Just try not to let things get too personal - that's when some of us get hurt. I know - I've recently been "kicked in the teeth".
Take care,
Marie
marie...
lol.... yea.. you better not forget me....lol..
hope you can get past you bad news what ever it is and I know you have the support here from your friends when you need it...I hope you know that too...
God Bless..
Teresa
lol.... yea.. you better not forget me....lol..
hope you can get past you bad news what ever it is and I know you have the support here from your friends when you need it...I hope you know that too...
God Bless..
Teresa
How could I forget you?LOL
I just posted to you on another thread that was from Little H re: head lice - loads of fun!!!
Love,
Marie
BTW, Teresa, I really do appreciate the support. Thanks.
I just posted to you on another thread that was from Little H re: head lice - loads of fun!!!
Love,
Marie
BTW, Teresa, I really do appreciate the support. Thanks.
Thanks for the email Marie...I started viewing the board at the same time you
came on and I went through your entire w/d with you, cheering you on and praying for a painless (as much as it can be) w/d as possible for you. You were in so much pain. Shortly after that I watched Rhonda, and her situation, I also felt compassion for her and her w/d, which was almost unbearable to witness. Then the two of you became good friends. It was awesome to watch from a distance, but I also felt very connected to you since I had been through it with you both~ feels very vouyeristic. Weird huh?
Anyway, being so much alike in the coddling personalities, I also figure that you must be like me in that you also will do whatever it takes to make people like you. (To a certain degree, we do have limits I'm sure!) But I have noticed a change in you. You were like the most popular person on the board because you were so kind. Now it seems like you are holding back...almost afraid if you are too nice that you will "get it". I've seen you get it, and I felt horrible for you. You were going to leave as I remember. I'm not judging you, cause you are so awesome Marie...but it seems like you are, as I said, holding back...you used to put it all out there. That is why you were so loved. If some want to call that coddling, then coddle away. I am in agreement with you that after a time, they need to move to a higher, tougher level, can stay in the crib forever. But people like you are indispensible. And exactly what hurting people need. You are the perfect mommy figure! I would hate to think that the best part of you has to be held back. I hope you are not holding back for fear of getting lectured by the powers that be, because they are now your friends too.
I would have rather told you this in a private email, cause this is really just between you and I. I really don't desire any comments from anyone else. This post was for your eyes only !! haha.
You have always been my idol on here. Please don't ever change. You are awesome just the way you are. I don't know the particulars of why Rhonda doesn't post much anymore but I hope it's not the reason that I think it is.(and that's NOT that I think she's using again). My best goes out to her too. She was also a wonderful addition to the board for the "newbies".
Again, thank you for your email and your semi-support! I know that you just don't want to get in the middle, but you shouldn't have to be. You either have an opinion on how new people should be treated and you treat them that way, or you don't!!
I almost feel like it's an honor to be speaking to you!!! That is how much respect I have for you...don't let that become a "had for you". I've seen you change too many lives to change your ways to make others happy. Make you happy first and then you can spread the joy more easily!!!
Liz has my email address if you would prefer to write back in private. Sometimes it's better that way. Then you don't get unwarranted advice! So glad that everything regarding your health is good and you are not going to have to go through an entire year or two of tests and chemo or whatever! Whew, that is great news!
God Bless Marie & Much respect,
Clancy
came on and I went through your entire w/d with you, cheering you on and praying for a painless (as much as it can be) w/d as possible for you. You were in so much pain. Shortly after that I watched Rhonda, and her situation, I also felt compassion for her and her w/d, which was almost unbearable to witness. Then the two of you became good friends. It was awesome to watch from a distance, but I also felt very connected to you since I had been through it with you both~ feels very vouyeristic. Weird huh?
Anyway, being so much alike in the coddling personalities, I also figure that you must be like me in that you also will do whatever it takes to make people like you. (To a certain degree, we do have limits I'm sure!) But I have noticed a change in you. You were like the most popular person on the board because you were so kind. Now it seems like you are holding back...almost afraid if you are too nice that you will "get it". I've seen you get it, and I felt horrible for you. You were going to leave as I remember. I'm not judging you, cause you are so awesome Marie...but it seems like you are, as I said, holding back...you used to put it all out there. That is why you were so loved. If some want to call that coddling, then coddle away. I am in agreement with you that after a time, they need to move to a higher, tougher level, can stay in the crib forever. But people like you are indispensible. And exactly what hurting people need. You are the perfect mommy figure! I would hate to think that the best part of you has to be held back. I hope you are not holding back for fear of getting lectured by the powers that be, because they are now your friends too.
I would have rather told you this in a private email, cause this is really just between you and I. I really don't desire any comments from anyone else. This post was for your eyes only !! haha.
You have always been my idol on here. Please don't ever change. You are awesome just the way you are. I don't know the particulars of why Rhonda doesn't post much anymore but I hope it's not the reason that I think it is.(and that's NOT that I think she's using again). My best goes out to her too. She was also a wonderful addition to the board for the "newbies".
Again, thank you for your email and your semi-support! I know that you just don't want to get in the middle, but you shouldn't have to be. You either have an opinion on how new people should be treated and you treat them that way, or you don't!!
I almost feel like it's an honor to be speaking to you!!! That is how much respect I have for you...don't let that become a "had for you". I've seen you change too many lives to change your ways to make others happy. Make you happy first and then you can spread the joy more easily!!!
Liz has my email address if you would prefer to write back in private. Sometimes it's better that way. Then you don't get unwarranted advice! So glad that everything regarding your health is good and you are not going to have to go through an entire year or two of tests and chemo or whatever! Whew, that is great news!
God Bless Marie & Much respect,
Clancy
OK - Now I'm really confused. On the other thread, you mentioned my name first, so, I guess I thought that it was directed at me, and of course, I was hurt by this - I didnt feel I did anything to warrant that kind of an attack.
Now I see this post. I really appreciate the kind words, Clancy. I try to be a kind person. If you have seen changes in my writing - maybe its just because I'm REALLY tired lately - after going through the WDs again, etc. Trying to stick to it.....I dont want to complain, but it sucks. I also have my Dad living with me. Liz knows about this. I love him so much, but he's driving me insane. I didnt realize what I was in for when I "made" him come and live with me because I was really worried about him. We are looking to have a new house built with "in-law" quarters, so to speak - so that way I can keep an eye on him, but still be able to have and live my own private life.
OK - now that the "psych" session is over - I hope we can ALL get along together and be "thankful" for one another. We ALL have something to give and receive from this board. It doesnt matter who you are, if you live in a million dollar mansion, or in a shelter, if you go to NA/AA or choose another form of recovery, this board is here for EVERYBODY. I hope we can all find it in our hearts to help each other and share a wonderful holiday TOGETHER.
Love,
Marie
Clancy - Did you mean thanks for the post - I didnt email you - I dont have your email address:o)
Now I see this post. I really appreciate the kind words, Clancy. I try to be a kind person. If you have seen changes in my writing - maybe its just because I'm REALLY tired lately - after going through the WDs again, etc. Trying to stick to it.....I dont want to complain, but it sucks. I also have my Dad living with me. Liz knows about this. I love him so much, but he's driving me insane. I didnt realize what I was in for when I "made" him come and live with me because I was really worried about him. We are looking to have a new house built with "in-law" quarters, so to speak - so that way I can keep an eye on him, but still be able to have and live my own private life.
OK - now that the "psych" session is over - I hope we can ALL get along together and be "thankful" for one another. We ALL have something to give and receive from this board. It doesnt matter who you are, if you live in a million dollar mansion, or in a shelter, if you go to NA/AA or choose another form of recovery, this board is here for EVERYBODY. I hope we can all find it in our hearts to help each other and share a wonderful holiday TOGETHER.
Love,
Marie
Clancy - Did you mean thanks for the post - I didnt email you - I dont have your email address:o)
Marie,
Yes, DUH I did mean post. I'm so tired, like you. Emotionally drained. I knew you were really confused when I first read your response to me in the other thread! You cannot imagine how I felt when my idol was letting me have it with both barrells!! haha...Thank goodness Liz straightened that out, cause I wasn't even online when lots was going on. So, thank goodness all the posts were there when I got online and I was able to read them at the same time, whew!
My husband knows all about you, I would tell him as I sat at the computer...I'd give him the nightly report on how you were doing as he would be watching monday night football or survivor or whatever!!! He knows everyone on here and actually was cheering you on as much as I was! I know, how crazy huh?
Thanks again for the POST Marie, I think I have your email address that you posted some time ago and I've seen it on emails that Liz forwarded, so if you wouldn't mind, I'd like to touch base with you every now and then to see how you are doing. Ok?
We are taking our grandaughter to Disney World and Universal Studios next Thursday through Sunday...so you had better help us out here with some nice weather ok? We live in Michigan so it gets nasty here real quick and stays ugly until May! In fact snow is in the forcast for tomorrow through Thanksgiving, so here it comes. Our son is with the National Security Agency in Washington, actually Maryland, but it is really a Washington DC thing...he is coming home tomorrow! He is associated with Homeland Security. He decifers codes of the enemy. It's amazing how many attacks have been stopped that we don't even know about because they aren't really allowed to tell! Just know that they are on the job and just cause we don't hear about them on the news doesn't mean that they haven't been trying! It scares the heck out of me. But so many have been stopped already, thank goodness, thank the military!!!!!
Anyway...we will be in Florida next week so I will stop by your house for a cup of coffee ok?? haha! Would be fun...I'm thinking Sebring is just a half an hour or so from there right? I lived in Ft. Lauderdale years ago, during my wild and crazy days! Take care .... and thanks again for the post! Look forward to hearing from you soon!
Clancy
Yes, DUH I did mean post. I'm so tired, like you. Emotionally drained. I knew you were really confused when I first read your response to me in the other thread! You cannot imagine how I felt when my idol was letting me have it with both barrells!! haha...Thank goodness Liz straightened that out, cause I wasn't even online when lots was going on. So, thank goodness all the posts were there when I got online and I was able to read them at the same time, whew!
My husband knows all about you, I would tell him as I sat at the computer...I'd give him the nightly report on how you were doing as he would be watching monday night football or survivor or whatever!!! He knows everyone on here and actually was cheering you on as much as I was! I know, how crazy huh?
Thanks again for the POST Marie, I think I have your email address that you posted some time ago and I've seen it on emails that Liz forwarded, so if you wouldn't mind, I'd like to touch base with you every now and then to see how you are doing. Ok?
We are taking our grandaughter to Disney World and Universal Studios next Thursday through Sunday...so you had better help us out here with some nice weather ok? We live in Michigan so it gets nasty here real quick and stays ugly until May! In fact snow is in the forcast for tomorrow through Thanksgiving, so here it comes. Our son is with the National Security Agency in Washington, actually Maryland, but it is really a Washington DC thing...he is coming home tomorrow! He is associated with Homeland Security. He decifers codes of the enemy. It's amazing how many attacks have been stopped that we don't even know about because they aren't really allowed to tell! Just know that they are on the job and just cause we don't hear about them on the news doesn't mean that they haven't been trying! It scares the heck out of me. But so many have been stopped already, thank goodness, thank the military!!!!!
Anyway...we will be in Florida next week so I will stop by your house for a cup of coffee ok?? haha! Would be fun...I'm thinking Sebring is just a half an hour or so from there right? I lived in Ft. Lauderdale years ago, during my wild and crazy days! Take care .... and thanks again for the post! Look forward to hearing from you soon!
Clancy
Talk about blowing smoke up your a** Marie. OMG, where we both in the bathroom puking at the same time.
Sometimes you just got to laugh.......lmao. Your insight never ceases to amaze me girl. Love ya, Kat
I GUESS YOU WOULD HAVE TIME TO SPEND IN THE BATHROOM PUKING SHARON, WHAT ELSE DO YOU HAVE TO DO WITH YOUR TIME? BESIDES BEING MEAN TO PEOPLE.
Stacy!!! where have you been? We could all use a little sarcastic humor around here. If you knew who Sharon was talking to you would understand. I wanted to explain to you before you got caught up in some kind of attack. Sharon's cool, Marie too. Don't fret over it, it's not what you think. So tell me how you're doing? Much love, Kat
Hey guys,
I guess I should be flattered. I'm an idol, people tell their husbands about me, its an honor to talk to me, Im a hero, and the list goes on...... I'm really sorry and dont want to offend anyone, but I'm finding this rather freaky - almost to the scary point.
Clancy, I'm sorry, but there are so many other nice people on this board and I know I should be flattered, but now I'm kinda freaking out when I read your last post. I've only talked (posted) to you a couple of times in my life, and I guess maybe I'm taking this the wrong way, BUT, lets just say I dont meet with people for coffee that I dont even know.
This is cyberspace. And I really feel bad for saying this, but for all I know you could be an ax murderer or maybe someone else just as bad that we all know. Again, I dont mean to offend anyone - this just happened at a time when someone I cared about very much lied, a horrible lie to me. Guess I'm just paranoid, huh? Is that it?? I dont know anymore.
I already wrote to Liz - does anyone else personally know "Clancy". I thought we could be friends and sorry if you dont like my "change" as you said b4 - I just have to be careful who to "befriend" these days. Like I said - I got a good wake-up call the other night. I dont want to be messed with.
Sorry for posting this on the board. Just wanted witnesses cause this is too wierd.
Marie
I guess I should be flattered. I'm an idol, people tell their husbands about me, its an honor to talk to me, Im a hero, and the list goes on...... I'm really sorry and dont want to offend anyone, but I'm finding this rather freaky - almost to the scary point.
Clancy, I'm sorry, but there are so many other nice people on this board and I know I should be flattered, but now I'm kinda freaking out when I read your last post. I've only talked (posted) to you a couple of times in my life, and I guess maybe I'm taking this the wrong way, BUT, lets just say I dont meet with people for coffee that I dont even know.
This is cyberspace. And I really feel bad for saying this, but for all I know you could be an ax murderer or maybe someone else just as bad that we all know. Again, I dont mean to offend anyone - this just happened at a time when someone I cared about very much lied, a horrible lie to me. Guess I'm just paranoid, huh? Is that it?? I dont know anymore.
I already wrote to Liz - does anyone else personally know "Clancy". I thought we could be friends and sorry if you dont like my "change" as you said b4 - I just have to be careful who to "befriend" these days. Like I said - I got a good wake-up call the other night. I dont want to be messed with.
Sorry for posting this on the board. Just wanted witnesses cause this is too wierd.
Marie
Hey Kat -
I've always read all your posts and think you are pretty cool yourself!!! Thanks for the compliment!!! Take care.
Love,
Marie
I've always read all your posts and think you are pretty cool yourself!!! Thanks for the compliment!!! Take care.
Love,
Marie
Marie,
Oh my gosh! I felt like I knew you from watching your progress...like I said. As I re-read it I can see how it could be misinterprted. Maybe I even came across "kinky werid" or something. NO NO NO. I was just paying you a compliment. By my idol, I meant that it was the first person I had watched on here going through withdrawl and so I was interested, the computer is right here in the family room...my husband and I do have a very good marriage and therefore speak to one another on a regular basis! I would share with him what I was reading and he just became interested in how it was going for you because I talked about it with him. That's all.
As far as the FL and coffee thing it was a JOKE, where is your sense of humor? Dang girl. Liz and I are talking about our families meeting, but are thinking of the summer somewhere else so that we are comfortablel, cause we don't know each other that well. I know that you haven't spoken to me that often, but I felt like you became a friend after watching your progress, felt like I sort of got to know you.
I am so sensitive and I'm telling you...that I can't even give someone a compliment without being accused of something sinister. What has happened to our society? I rarely give compliments to people, they have to really do something special in my book to even get my attention as a person. Maybe that is cruel, but that's the way I am. Guess I'm a pretty big snob actually.
You had simply impressed me, which isn't easy to do...therefore I told my husband of 32 years what a great person I thought you were. You were the kind of person that I thought I could have easily become friends with. Obviously I was wrong! Dang. I am blown away.
Don't get me totally wrong, I'm totally aware of cyberspace...I have to tell my daughters and grandaugher to always be careful because you never know who is really on the other computer. But give me a break here...you put you and your recovery on there for the whole world to see. I have to take oxycontin because I have chronic back pain from several surgeries...so I am always interested, or worried is more like it, if I would ever have to go through w/d what would I do, how would I handle it? Could I handle it? So I found this site and watched you along w/ many others to see how you go through w/d. I was just impressed with you and how you handled yourself and then how many people liked you and how kind you were.
I have a wonderful life Marie. I have a husband that adores me, 4 beautiful children, one which works w/ National Security (feel any safer?) and I go to church, have many friends and no one has EVER accused me of being a devient. I am quite horrified.
I wish I had NEVER EVER opened myself up to this site. Since I did I have ben called names, my beliefs have been questioned, my motives and many other things and now this...could I possibly sink any lower than what you are accusing me of? I am humiliated. I happen to be a respected member of my community, pay my taxes, have never taken a welfare check, give to the needy and do anything I can to better the lives of others if I can. My husband is VP of sales and Marketing of a very large firm and we do very well financially. My life until I let people into my life on here...was an absolute dream to me and to
others.
Don't worry, like I said, I was only joking about the coffee, just being friendly, making jokes...I remember you inviting some guy that was passing through FL that you had just met on here and you helped him through his w/d and you had no second thoughts about asking this strange guy to stop by or call or whatever.
Remember, there is a real person, with real feelings and a real life on the other end of this computer and you have just humiliated me more than I have ever been humiliated, and publically. Don't worry about being my hero anymore, that balloon has just been popped and you aren't the hero or even the person I thought you were. I truely was inspired by you and respected you. PERIOD.
I am in total shock right now. Maybe I'm over reacting and it came off on the post totally different than I intended. But I never meant anything by it for goodness sake.
Yes, Liz knows me. She has become like a sister to me. Her son and my grandaughter are actually boyfriend and girlfriend in a very sweet cute innocent way. She will tell you that I am totally a normal, kind hearted, straight, non violent heterosexual female. And I would have been one of the nicest most trust worthy friends you could have ever had. Sorry that you mistook every thing I said as evil and sordid.
Clancy
Oh my gosh! I felt like I knew you from watching your progress...like I said. As I re-read it I can see how it could be misinterprted. Maybe I even came across "kinky werid" or something. NO NO NO. I was just paying you a compliment. By my idol, I meant that it was the first person I had watched on here going through withdrawl and so I was interested, the computer is right here in the family room...my husband and I do have a very good marriage and therefore speak to one another on a regular basis! I would share with him what I was reading and he just became interested in how it was going for you because I talked about it with him. That's all.
As far as the FL and coffee thing it was a JOKE, where is your sense of humor? Dang girl. Liz and I are talking about our families meeting, but are thinking of the summer somewhere else so that we are comfortablel, cause we don't know each other that well. I know that you haven't spoken to me that often, but I felt like you became a friend after watching your progress, felt like I sort of got to know you.
I am so sensitive and I'm telling you...that I can't even give someone a compliment without being accused of something sinister. What has happened to our society? I rarely give compliments to people, they have to really do something special in my book to even get my attention as a person. Maybe that is cruel, but that's the way I am. Guess I'm a pretty big snob actually.
You had simply impressed me, which isn't easy to do...therefore I told my husband of 32 years what a great person I thought you were. You were the kind of person that I thought I could have easily become friends with. Obviously I was wrong! Dang. I am blown away.
Don't get me totally wrong, I'm totally aware of cyberspace...I have to tell my daughters and grandaugher to always be careful because you never know who is really on the other computer. But give me a break here...you put you and your recovery on there for the whole world to see. I have to take oxycontin because I have chronic back pain from several surgeries...so I am always interested, or worried is more like it, if I would ever have to go through w/d what would I do, how would I handle it? Could I handle it? So I found this site and watched you along w/ many others to see how you go through w/d. I was just impressed with you and how you handled yourself and then how many people liked you and how kind you were.
I have a wonderful life Marie. I have a husband that adores me, 4 beautiful children, one which works w/ National Security (feel any safer?) and I go to church, have many friends and no one has EVER accused me of being a devient. I am quite horrified.
I wish I had NEVER EVER opened myself up to this site. Since I did I have ben called names, my beliefs have been questioned, my motives and many other things and now this...could I possibly sink any lower than what you are accusing me of? I am humiliated. I happen to be a respected member of my community, pay my taxes, have never taken a welfare check, give to the needy and do anything I can to better the lives of others if I can. My husband is VP of sales and Marketing of a very large firm and we do very well financially. My life until I let people into my life on here...was an absolute dream to me and to
others.
Don't worry, like I said, I was only joking about the coffee, just being friendly, making jokes...I remember you inviting some guy that was passing through FL that you had just met on here and you helped him through his w/d and you had no second thoughts about asking this strange guy to stop by or call or whatever.
Remember, there is a real person, with real feelings and a real life on the other end of this computer and you have just humiliated me more than I have ever been humiliated, and publically. Don't worry about being my hero anymore, that balloon has just been popped and you aren't the hero or even the person I thought you were. I truely was inspired by you and respected you. PERIOD.
I am in total shock right now. Maybe I'm over reacting and it came off on the post totally different than I intended. But I never meant anything by it for goodness sake.
Yes, Liz knows me. She has become like a sister to me. Her son and my grandaughter are actually boyfriend and girlfriend in a very sweet cute innocent way. She will tell you that I am totally a normal, kind hearted, straight, non violent heterosexual female. And I would have been one of the nicest most trust worthy friends you could have ever had. Sorry that you mistook every thing I said as evil and sordid.
Clancy
You too, Marie. When are you coming to hang out? (no coffee) lol. And I like the hell out of you, but you're not my hero. Lmao! My dad and Mel Gibson are my heroes. (for very very different reasons) lol. Much love, Kat
"She will tell you that I am totally a normal, kind hearted, straight, non violent heterosexual female"
So do you mean that if someone is a lesbian that they are not normal?
please explain?
So do you mean that if someone is a lesbian that they are not normal?
please explain?
And they are not normal if they are on welfare either Earthdog.
You know, there are a lot of single mothers who struggle on this board, maybe single dad's too. In fact, alot of us struggle financially. It is not cool to be a self proclaimed snob, or to make one's self appear superior because of financial status, sexual orientation, marital status or anything else. We are all addicts, all people, none better than the other, none less important and special. I truly hope not one single person who struggles in any way was hurt by that remark. I chose my friends by their hearts, and that is all. Period. If wealth were a sign of intelligence, we'd ALL be rich here. And if being kind made you rich, there would be enough money on this board to last a lifetime. Much love and respect to any person who struggles, Kat
My husband warned me when I told him about all the people on this board, and from the very beginning he told me "they are all psycho why do you bother with them?" I would defend the board, saying that everyone was interesting and trying to do some good for people.
Well he was 100% correct. Not only psycho but totally evil to the bone mean. I'm not going to worry about it ever again, I will turn it all over and you will all get yours eventually, Karma, what goes around comes around and you will get it seven times worse than you gave it to me.
It's just too bad that you cannot give someone a sincere compliment without it being a joke to a bunch of katty females. Whatever. It doesn't matter to me anymore. Thank God I've better things to do with my time now. I'm just sorry that I ever even tried. If any of you really have a heart down there in those cold cruel bodies of yours I hope that you realize how much you hurt people.
Take note new people, this is what happens when you trust these people. Please for your own good, write down their names and remember who you can trust when you really need someone. Eventually YOU will be the brunt of their joke of the night. It's too bad cause I really thought you were different than you turned out to be. Newbies, please please take note. I'm serious.
Well he was 100% correct. Not only psycho but totally evil to the bone mean. I'm not going to worry about it ever again, I will turn it all over and you will all get yours eventually, Karma, what goes around comes around and you will get it seven times worse than you gave it to me.
It's just too bad that you cannot give someone a sincere compliment without it being a joke to a bunch of katty females. Whatever. It doesn't matter to me anymore. Thank God I've better things to do with my time now. I'm just sorry that I ever even tried. If any of you really have a heart down there in those cold cruel bodies of yours I hope that you realize how much you hurt people.
Take note new people, this is what happens when you trust these people. Please for your own good, write down their names and remember who you can trust when you really need someone. Eventually YOU will be the brunt of their joke of the night. It's too bad cause I really thought you were different than you turned out to be. Newbies, please please take note. I'm serious.
Carrie/Clancy,
That is what everyone who knows you is hoping for......KARMA.
Why do you even bother to pretend. YOur posts are a dead give away as to who you are. Its a shame that you can lie really well but can't change your writing style.
God help you in your sickness.
That is what everyone who knows you is hoping for......KARMA.
Why do you even bother to pretend. YOur posts are a dead give away as to who you are. Its a shame that you can lie really well but can't change your writing style.
God help you in your sickness.
You won't find anyone who believes in karma more than I do. No one on this board is evil or phycho. They come here for several reasons. To help, to guide, to show compassion and love (for all), to be helped or guided and to enjoy fellowship with those who share the disease of addiction. When somebody comes on to disrupt the common affection, to be cruel, or just blatantly lie, then all of us are quick to come to each other's defense. That is caring. That is standing loyally by your friends. None of us belittle, proclaim to be snobs, or ever try to hurt anyone's feelings. Sometimes we kid around, in between trying to comfort and help, but you don't see us calling anyone evil. I've never seen anyone here call another person "evil" before, regardless of what they've done. Maybe it happened and I missed it, can't be sure. I would never do that to another person, even if I thought it. Kat
